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Gone

2010-04-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

Hours:Minutes:Seconds

2009-12-19T02:01:00.002+08:00

As the clock ticks and the hand strikes 230,my heart beat faster and faster.If this continues,I might potentially faint.As we all walked up the stairs and head towards the room all I could think about was my results?What if I failed?How would my parents react!?As the principal read out her speech out loud,she the congratulated the whole cohort saying we are all promoted.

Do you know what that means?!Joys and tears.Haha.Oh well.We all succeeded heh.Anyway,iphone!Haha.Right.Went home,headed to town to head to Vivo but took a long time.Oh well.Anyway,gtg.New moon.Night

PS,Noone failed and lynette and zhang weitian was among the best and yay A1 for art!

I told you so Miss Hoe XP

kill me

2009-11-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

sickness is war.
Yes,war fr me.

So,for the past few days i have been sick.Thats a first.I think.I got it by sharing a yogurt with boyfr and then he was sick so,i got it and to make it worse,i just had to walk under the rain.Thus,the terrible fever and unbearable sore throat and also the terrible neck pain which travels all the way to the back of my head.So,with all this terrible things,i had to recover and spend day time sleeping and nights staring at that blank ceiling.Therefore everyone,stay healthy.Why am i sayin this?noone reads this anyway.Anyway,thats all.Talkin in my head as though someone can hear me and typin this is makin me tired:( heh.Bye myself

Boy

2009-11-09T15:46:00.003+08:00

All the riches,baby,won't mean anything

All the riches,baby,don't bring what love can bring.

I'm missing boy ): Anyway,yesterday I nearly died cause,I went to send boy off fr NS then,he went like at 745 and when I called my mom somehow she just didn't answer her cell so,I suppose she went alr so I agreed to follow boy's mum to go to marine parade but somehow otw there,she phoned me and tada,she was pissed cause she was at home waiting fr me @@

So,I rushed to Wdlands and reached my uncle's house and yeah.Did nothing there actually.Fell asleep and yup.Went home.Talked on the phone but mostly I just kept quiet cause I was mentally tired.

Do you know that if you wanna fall sick,you should play under the rain when it stars to rain.Anyhoo,can't wait fr ceramics^^ Hah,bet you all BOF fans are jealous cause that one dude from BOF does ceramics and we can learn it fr FREE while you all cant!HAH.In your bloody face AGLET!

Love You Boy

Who's That Prost. In Training?Its Jocelyn!

2009-09-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

So,I found out someting interesting!
Wow oh wow!

FYI P.I.T,99% of the class hates the fuck out of you.You want to call me Shrek?Hahah.If I'm shrek,what are you?Bamboo?At least I got some assests and like I don't have any screwed up hair and I don't go to clubs GRINDING people with my boneless V. Call me "Manly "TRYING" too hard to be feminine but at least I'm tall and I can make it for some STEWARDESS Job unlike you cause you're just too short.I understand you call me manly cause I'm just much taller than you Jocelyn.Its understandable and the reason why you bitch bout practically everyone else its cause you're just not confident bout yourself.I understand what kind of person you are.Those Evil Character in those fairytale stories.That is soo You!If you can't find a job in the future,here's a recommendation,You can be those terrible and most hated characted in those typical drama.That would so fit you!

I wonder.Why do people like you TRY SO HARD to be sexy?Worse,dance VIOLENTLY.WHOA.
You must have wanted to attract attention then but I guess you just attracted the wrong attention.HAHAHA.GRINDING?!Gosh.Do you like have some hot ass or someting?Yeah,you have those hot ass.Hot ass for old people.HAHAH.Jocelyn,I'm just not happy with how you bitch bout people and if you see this and you got some comments to make,tell that in my face.Tell me what wrong I did to you.If you dare to bitch bout everyone else behind their back why not just tell them in their face and we can bitch bout you infront of your face.People like you just fucking suck eh?Explains why you're flat.You got no balls.You dare to bitch bout people behind their backs but I think you just got no guts to bitch bout people in front of em.EXPLAINS IT ALL WHY YOU AINT GOT NO ASSESTS.Poor you,NOT.

I hope you remain as flat as you are till you give birth so that your baby aint got milk to suck from your skinny tits.

Minah-Bo

2009-07-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

Heard of Minah-Bo?

Haha.2nd generation of minah as said by Muneera.Hahah.Oral prac was fun.I improved alot!Yay!Haha.Life.Err,Shaky?Yeh.Oh well.Can't wait to get it done and over with with my plant/insect.Heh.Thats all.Have a grt week

6 days a week thing

2009-07-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

School sucked.No time to relax at all.It's as though I'm working.Sighohsigh.Today was like a dog bernanza.Srsly.Like Ms Nic brought her dog and so did Ms Hoe.Wtf right?Then the dogs were hopping here and there.Whtevs.Then,Ms Goh kept on telling me to tjunt and tjunt but wth la.The place is like filled with lines and I find it too congesting and distracting.That was not how it was supposed to be.

Worse,my mom seemed to be crying on the phone when I called her earlier.Sigh.Wondered what happened.Worse thing was that she' didn't really talked to me.Wondered what I did wrong though.Also,she had that mood swing.Ugh.

P/S:My brother finished my whole tub of ben and jerry's.Wtf right?I'm fcuking pissed.
To make things worse,Singapore is like fucking putting up posters and pictures of boys over flowers on magazine.Wth right?Fuck you la.Stop that can?!You're creating all these fans who used to critisize korean fans fr liking "Gay Dudes".

Went fr madrasah and like I was damn high.Haha.Shazwana was like sick though.Haha.I got Ira and Soleha high.Hahah.Oh well.Went daiso though.Sigh.Fuck la.Ugh.I'm tired and having headache.Later.

Typical Minahs

2009-07-12T15:24:00.003+08:00

So,I like talked fr awhile and well,I fell asleep and as usual,Every Night's last phrase:If she calls you,ASAP call ME.

*Vibration*
Me:Hello?
A:Eh,call back.Cpt.

Called back and guess what.She who shall not be named called A.@@ And well,I was in the conference.Guess what time it was.Like 6 in the morning?Thanks alot eh.I only had like what?5 hours of sleep?Must be her "Mendak" period.@@ Whtev.Then well,she like talked to A bout stuffs that A's friend talked to her bout.Well,Lil CatFight Happened.Hahah.Wtheck.I mean her Higher Order Thinking is Fcukin LOW.Srs shitz yall.Like HUH?! I mean can't you even like see the other person's P.O.V?Worse of all,she's those kind of girls who are like I must win Bitch.Hahah.Wtheck la.Whtev.

Practically,I was not happy with the fact that she like talkes to A in the middle of the night or late morning and shitz stuffz.So like A told her bout it.Then she was like "If you're not happy why didn't you come down and like tell me face to face?" I was like"Why would I bother wasting my time and money when I can do something else?" Like Fcuk you man.Want to see your face fr what?Are you that Diva like or so worthy of my time that I should waste time and money and get my ass busted just to see your face which looks like a typical minah on the street?Pfft.Right.Whtev.

Slept till 12 after that.Gosh,tired.Right.Daphy,come online!

Art Sch,Bullshit

2009-07-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

So much fr art sch when Principal doesn't know a damn thing bout it
Screw that.Like wtf?Thinks art can be completed in one day.Submission soon @@ dead.Prep,85% completed.Final,HAHAH.Only like what?25%?Hahah.Swimming today,fun first time we both swam tgth.Talked bout overrated kpop fans.Gotta go now.Fuck

2009-06-15T22:51:00.003+08:00

Moshi Moshi.

Seeing how I have not updated fr a long time and well yeah seeing how noone reads this blog,it makes no difference anyway.Well,life right now is Hectic(reminded of hectic cf) I have art and life and school everyday.Batik is well....Abit screwed.Sigh..Heh.Life...Hmm.Okay?Okay.This sucks.Bye.

The Unfavourable

2009-03-31T21:57:00.003+08:00

A new comic book was just released.

"The Unfavourable 4 + A boy"

Today was interesting.Had photo taking.I looked cute.Then had recess and people stared and rolled their eyes.Yes yes I understand your fucking eyes were about to drop out.Whatever Bitch.I don't give a fuck to you and your fucking high hair.Big deal if you're trying to be different but please be FUCKING CONSIDERATE to the fuckin people sitting behind you bitch.If you're trying to be tall,I "FEEL SAD" fr you that you have to go to the extent of tying your hair fucking high.Had eng.Ratinam was ughh.Okay.Mother Tongue was like FFFFFF.Heh.Like finally someone sees the same POV as I do.Hahah.Finally.I'm so waiting fr the next time something happen.Hopefully this week cause I'm having my period and the more I can flare at you.Hah.Brother was a bitch too cause he's fucking irresponsible.Mat and Minahs was a bitch too cause they looked like a broom today.Okay.I'm still pissed.Sigh.Right.Like I wanna bother.Well,I guess I shall sleep soon cause tomorrow got lessons in 4/9 and god that is a bother.

Cause I knew deep down I've found my true love,

All those relationship I had meant nothing

C-O-P-Y-C-A-T-S

2009-03-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

Don't they just seem a lil bit slow?

Yeah.

Frgive them.

They have the mind of a 1 yr old or worse.

So,lately I kinda or maybe OBVIOUSLY have not blogged.Frgive me.Just to log into this computer is a hassle.Heh.So yes.I'm lazy to use the com at some times.

So,Last week,the term brk.

I practically had no rest which seemed kinda obvious.I had art on mon and tue.Wed,CIP,FLAG DAY.Sucked big time.I swear.I'm the last person to be doing that kinda thing I think.Thurs,my birthday.Already stuck with the flu and cough and all due to me eating erm too much sweet things on my cousin's wedding(Heh) it resulted to me having that terrible illness.Right.As I was saying,My brithday.It was a SAD SAD THING.First,I ate ramen fr brkfast and fried noodle fr dinner.Thats all.Sad right?I cried.LOL.On the Friday,my mom and aunt too the day off fr IDK why but we went out.Ate the jap food and went to town.Damm I wanted to buy bras cause they had cute designs on it.Like Sylvester the cat and mickey and minnie mouse.LOL.Damm cheap sey.12 bucks.LOL.Went to town and looked fr iron but in the end my mom didn't even buy.Then,looked fr my watch and TADA!I found the watch I wanted.LOL.G-Shock Baby!HAHA.Sadly,I'm only gonna get it on like what Wed?LOL.Went home after that.

Today(Mon)

Start of school.Ms Lum as of today is no longer 4/8's eng teacher.Sad,I know but oh well.We got Mrs Ratnam instead.She seems weird though.Okay.Erm.Oh right!I got a comment to make bout SOME PEOPLE!So,You know how SOME PEOPLE think they are having a hard time coping with their Accounts and they think their life is at the WORSE but YOU know what?THEY ARE SO WRONG!THEY somewhat have NO BRAINS that ART&F&N students lead a much more HECTIC LIFE COMPARED TO THEM.

Think about it(If you see my POV)

Art,takes time and effort.If composition is rejected,redo again and that means more time.

F&N,research and more research and all.

So,Which takes up more time!?OBVIOUSLY OURS!Oh yeah and theirs at the most take up what?!BRAINCELLS!Damm they got fucking issues.No doubt!

Then,they think they SOOOO BIGGGG!STARE AT PEOPLE LIKE NOT HAPPY!
WAHH.NOT HAPPY COME,COME AND TELL ME.

NO USE BOTTLING IT UP RIGHT?!

COME I TELL YOU COME TO MY CLASS AND TELL ME.

I SO FUCKING CAUGHT YOU STARING AT ME LIKE YOU WANT TO FIGHT.

Okay.So,the next thing I'm not so happy bout is the sudden outrage of people suddenly liking some things which they so obviously found out through people.I mean okay la.If you want like then like la but you don't have to announce to the whole world right?@@ Can't stand this kind of people.Even if you want to spazz bout the person,Spazz to like someone who likes that person also la.Don't have to go around telling right?Gosh.If you were in Korea,I wont mind you doing that cause then you'll get beaten up.HAHA.Right.

So,I'm feeling rather..Err.Happy?LOL.Right.I gtg.Bye :D

Fainted,Yeah Fearon!

2009-03-12T19:06:00.003+08:00

It changed to something call mini megapixels.
It seemed like I had the visions of a camera.

Sigh.Hi.I'm disappointed with myself.If only I dont have this inheritance thing which is like wat,Having low blood pressure,I bet I would have been able to run and yes,I might even have gotten a silver but nooo.I just had to faint.Fcuk.So,I have some flashes and yeah BAM,I fainted.Sigh.Faint then cannot run that was what Mrs P and Mrs K said so I asked her if I could go around taking pictures and tada!I did:D So proud of myself.LOL.Then,I went to take pictures.Haha.Miss Yati said some of them were nice shots!Yay Me!Found Miss Hoe and she asked me to take some shots fr art studs.Now,Thank me aite if you all ever use it.LOL.Right.Okay.Next,Erm.Miss Siti talked to me.LOL.I srsly ate dinner.Dinner was nasi goreng ikan bilis some more ah!Breakfast,PORRIDGE AH! Sigh oh sigh.LOL.Mr Chua and Miss Siti and Alot more other teachers kept on asking me why.Like I know ah!(Actually,I do.LOL) Okay.Me and Att went crazyyyyy!LOL.We were cheering like madddd and guess what!We cheer fr the runners and at the same time we can like swear!LOL.Nad J went around playing with my AlexKhun.LOL.She took nice shots no doubt.LOL.What I didnt like,Fearon Cheerleaders in AlexKhun's Mmr.Sigh.Oh Yeah!YAY TOLLEY FR WINNING CHEER!YAY!KNEW YOU GUYS COULD PULL IT OFF! YAY MADI! HAHA.I cheered fr my classmates!YAY ME!.LOL.HMM.FEARON WON!LIKE FINALLY!Fr 4 years,they finally won.HAHA.Guess Mr Chua and Inspirational effect on people!LOL.Waited fr my dad and I went home.Went home and slept straight away and oh man!I ate like 4 or 5 bowls of porridge.Imagine.The amount.HAHAH.Went to meet A and we hung out.Played with his psp and then went back home.LOL.So here I am.LOL.

Okay.Erm,I didn't like Fearon's cheer,It sucked.Hah.Righttt.I gotta go.Laterrrrz!
OOOH OOOH!PS: Sorry If I Made ANYONE WORRY fr Me FAINTIN!

impressive

2009-03-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

its makin me smile.
Very impressive dont you think

Whoa.im using the internet but im like using my phone to surf the net and im even like blogging using the phone.whoa.The world sure has become much more advanced.Heh.okay.school sucked.Im not able to use the com tat much.Grounded.sigh.Thank god im a genius.Using my phone.Hah.okay.Im missing someone!My bestfr!lol.right.oh well.saving money to get new headset.the recent one got busted out.sigh.nights.i needa sleep.seriously

Fucked Stupid G

2009-03-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

And I bet that I'd be as healthy as what you'd want it to be just when I hear your beautiful voice.

School sucked.BEWARE,it might offend whoever eh.I'm just saying cause I'm rather pissed.You all talk like we can't hear your voice eh.It irritates me that I'm hear trying to study so at least I know where I stand and you all there talk and talk and talk.And when I told you off,you think I'm trying to what,control your life?ERM.HELL NO.I'm just being a nice fucking friend.I could have chose to ignore but no.I was being nice cause yeah.I don't wanna see my friend not return after N's.But you know what.I don't give a damm anymore if you' don't come back.You can go and leave after this with the what you are doing now.Go ahead.Your life not mine.I don't bother either way.

Went fr art.Thank god.Art is a therapy.After that went to eat with Hajar and went home.Home and yeah.Did all this.Okay.Studied chem abit.Sigh.I wanna sleep alr.Night.

I want D.
I wanna talk to D.
Sigh.
Funny how I blush.
Haha

Junsu,D

2009-03-03T20:39:00.002+08:00

When everything is just plain quiet,
All I'd think about is You.

School,irritating.If I may,I would have chopped your head off but no.I was somewhat controlling.Good,good.Okay.Erm.Hist was ffffff-ed.I faild by half mark?Chem was okay?I passed.WHOO.Thank goodness.Math.Yeh yeh.Phy,OKay?Not understanding though.Now I remember I got phy hmw.Okay.Erm.I did art after school and guess wht!HAHA.My salting looks like shit.Oh well.Test piece.Heh.I went home after that.Ate LJS with parents.SHIT.Newspaper!GRRR.Okay.HMM.My mom rather retarded and funny ah.Haha.Now I know where I got it from,MOTHER!Hahah.Okay.I'm bored.Not rlly tired.I wanna sleep :D Hah.Shut up.Err.Okay.Nothing much.Just feeling eager for something.Oh.Msn is pissing me off cause I can't sign in on the lapotop.Fuck.Oh yeah.MR LEE,he erm makes me bring my props and guess what.We didn't even do it.@@ Okay.
Mr Lee quotes:COE=CEO?(NO,ITS CYCLE OF EXPLANATION!)

I want Junsu,I want D

D

2009-03-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

Danial,Junsu.

Sweetest addiction.It's getting me hooked.

Hahah.

Half French @@ Okay.School today was fucking hilarious!HAHAH.So,had lessons and all.The funny part was at the end.So,I was like waiting fr Hazel and Nicole cause they too wanted to do art.So,waited in class,waiting for them to finish packing up.So,Fearon was in our class and I D K Why but somehow Michelle Ng was the one who was like telling them all ah.Seems like she was somewhat the cheer cap.Haha.Okay.Then,The sec5s were there.When Nad J enters they all became quiet.LOL.Then they all left.And Nad J suddenly became angry.Know how we know?She just threw the metal thing on the floor and Bloody hell!We all were like frightened!HAHA.Then,we were like chill Nad chill.Then,she was swearing ah.Saying "YOU THINK WHAT!?I'M YOUR DOG AH!?BITCH!"Then,Madi we all went to talk to her.So,Madi and WT were like"Just shout it out ok?Just shout it out.Vent your anger.Come,I'll do it with you."(bg,AHHHHHHHH!) Then,Madihah got damn pissed and she said(Something you would never expect):WL!WHATS THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM?IF THEY NOT HAPPY THEY CAN JUST DANCE FUCKING NAKED AND FUCK THE FUCKING POLE AH!"And she practically did the actions too!Hahah!Me and Hazel were like visualizing!HAHAH.Okay.I gtg alr!

Nad!we will support you okay!And if they ever bully you again,tell me and madi and wt or whoever.We got your back!HAHAH

Addiction

2009-03-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

Everything's just not right.

I need it when I want it

I want it when I don't

Tell myself I'd stop everyday

Knowing that I won't

I got a problem

and I don't know what to do about it

Even if I did I don't know if I would quit

But I doubt and I'm taken by the thought of it.

I talked to someone who was somewhat impressive.I'm kinda thinking bout the conversation we had. Hahah.Interesting.That person seems interesting.

I went out yesterday.Went to PS to find something.You know what,I'm lazy to blog

Im irritated.I don't feel like doing anything.I feel like isolating myself right now.UGH.stupid red bean soup.I I I I want to talk to Danial again.Haha.Fun ah.Shut Up.

I want chocolate.I want entertainment.I want that DKNY perf.Fuck.I want that bagman bag.

Wl.I want Junsu.

2009-02-27T20:35:00.002+08:00

It's Got Me Stuck Between My Fantasy And What Is Real.

School was awesome.Mdm Yeo finally came back.Asked her why she say she want to slack at home.@@ HAHA.Awesome eh?LOL.I didn't do well fr my math.Oh well.Careless.Oh yeah.I remembered the funny thing I wanted to say yesterday.haha.WT is the QUEEN OF HORNYLAND.HAHAHAH.NAtional symbol:Sausages and Banana! HAHAH DAMN FUNNY LA.

Okay.English was fun?I "NAILED" it.Heh.Okay.Erm.ETC.I went fr the briefing thing.Gosh.Damn troublesome?UGH.BTW,this sec 1 girls kept on asking questions.sheesh.Quiet alr!Haha.Hall and yeah.CWO.LOL.Not bad eh?Hahah.So erm no need attend alr.I shall attend cca next week!Haha.Like what 16 trainings only?Haha.Right.DAGNA waited fr me!THANK YOU!Kamsahamida!Arigato!HAHA.3 Languages ah!Okay.I went home so yeah.Bus came then she say must wait fr her then I okay lor miss the bus then her bus came then she dowan take and she listened to me.Wtf?LOL.Then she took the same bus as me.Okay.Reached home yeah.TV and then Com.Heh.Right.Boring day.Very.Oh well.I'm annoyed.Control.Okay.Hungry..

Oh.I watched sky of love.Know wht!

I've actually been a fan of Miura fr a long time!

hahah.Cause when I watched Gokusen,I alr liked him

But then I just didn't know what his name was!

Haha.

So,I'm not just like those who like him cause he looks good and all!

hahah.

Yay me!@@

I want Junsu.

Baby,I wish we could spend time like that.

Forever.

I want it when I don't

2009-02-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

If I could just stare at you all day,

I Wouldn't want to miss that chance.

School.Hmm.Okay?Except fr the fact Zahirah and Dagna were like cuckoo today.They seemed kinda crazy.Like the clock which has gone nuts and everything starts popping out.Yeah they were like that today.Suddenly so noisy and talkative.Heh.Then,mother tongue.HAHAH.Did a lil bit of work here and there.Boring.PHY.Sigh.Sometimes I don't know why I got phy.Getting on my nerves.Malay.Cikgu wouldnt release me so I can go home fr tuition.Sad.Went home and kinda late.Sigh.Tuition was annoying.UGHH.I reached home and my mom was scolding me cause of Idk what but yeah.SIGH.Overall today a lil bit annoying.Last thing I can ever do is have patience.SIGH.Angry people=Satan!CHILL!

Oh yeah!I did the trial today!I want to say very happy it won't be right want to say I'm very sad also not right.Maybe pleased!HAHA.You know near the Ne Board there?I ran from there till the staircase where we go to labs and all and guess what.It took me like 8.41 seconds.HAHA.WHOA.Impressed,Maybe?Haha.Okay.I got nothing else.

Soon,my world would be filled with you.
Soon,I would dream bout only you.

Only You.

Sweetest Drug,Junsu

2009-02-25T21:16:00.004+08:00

I saw the most wonderful rainbow today
And I wish I saw it with you Junsu.

So,today went library.Managed to borrow some books fr art.Then went to grands ate and went once it kinda stopped raining.After that,went home.On the bus I saw the most wonderful rainbow.Mesmerized by it though.So,I was like thinking bout Junsu love then,when the bus reached christ church bus stop,all of my thoughts seemed to DISAPPEAR.Stupid Lian.So,I was listening to my mp3 then in the bg,all I could hear was some LOUD LAUGHTER and LOUD CHATTER.WHOA.So,I resisted.And resisted and I exploded.The people around me were looking at that badminton bitch.Oh yeh.So,I tapped her friend and asked her if that was her friend.She said yes.Then I was like can you tell her to lower down her volume Then she went like"Baby.Shhhooossshhh!"Then that babyobviously ignored.Ouh,its a baby!Oh wait.She's an exception.Most baby have brains except fr her.Hers is probably burried with her faeces which her mummy collects when she cleans her.Since her name is baby she has to live up to her name right?HAHA.Explains everything.Her no common sense and whats this thing...Manners!OUH.

What more do you expect frm a nsk badminton lian? @@(Rolls eyes) Sheesh.If I see her again or have to deal with that,I'd make sure I deal with the problem.Hah.Worse,I'll go straight to the school and talk to the HODs or what.Don't challenge me.Pls.

I called Dagna and flared to her about it.Bitch.HAHA.Spoiled my mood.The funny thing is her friend thought I was scary!HAHA.Thats cause my fringe was down.LOL.Then,I was like Jihoo in some ways ah.HAHAH.She probably freaked.out.LOL.Oh well.

Went home used the com.HAHH.Junsu.

Want to but I cant help it
I Love the way it feels
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it
I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'd stop everyday
Knowing that I won't

Junsu's the cure

2009-02-20T20:51:00.002+08:00

I've never felt happier.

Okay.Junsu,I love you.Frever.Heh.

I learnt something from my teacher.(tuition) V=RI(electricity formula)(Victory=Raffles Institution)(RI ppls quote)
HAHA.
Right.
Okay.
Erm.
Oh yeah.
School today was fucked cause oh yeah.Someone disrupted my eating space and food.I do get frustrated with things like that.I am a what you call,straightfrward person.So,I'm gonna say this loud and clear.Don't mess with me and my food.Thats a first.Second,if that table has no place,please back off.Don't try to squeeze with me.Alr I'm sitting beside Dagna and you want to squeeze and sit beside me,whats up with that?And you could so tell I didn't want you to squeeze beside me right?This is fucking screwed sia.I hate it man.I hate it when I dont have space to eat alright.If no space,sit somewhere else.Oh yeah.Know what,I'm so gonna ignore you the next time.Seriously.I'm gonna pretend there's noone.I wanna enjoy my meal.Sheesh.

So yeah.I got frustrated and yeah.Scary me.Oh well.Right.Went home and tuition.Heh.Now I wanna sleep.Tired sia.Night.Hehe

Love you,J

My cute baby,frever will be

2009-02-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

I've never fell asleep to the extent someone had to wake me up.

That dramatic huh?But I'm serious.I'm feeling extremely tired.I needa sleep.Gosh.I lack of sleep.Currently,I'm hungry,real hungry.Gosh.I wish I was dating Taek or Khun or Jun Or G-D.HAHAHA.Today was extremely tiring.Currently,I wanna sleep but I got chem test tomorrow.Heh.Dagna went to the museum.Gosh I needa change my cca soon.Its killing me.Heh.I look like a zombie.I wish Junsu's mine I wish I wish.Okay.Cant wait fr next week!Heh.OOOH!

I got nothing else to update bout.Sigh.Oh well.Bye.

Gosh.If only we'd be able to see each other again.

Or maybe better.

Date one another.

Gosh I'd love that to happen/

Pine Hole Bitchex

2009-02-14T12:01:00.003+08:00

And so they say,it's when you saw her the first time,that was when you knew you loved her

Thats what they say.Omgee.I watched the curious case of Benjamin Button.Very interesting but too long.Sheesh.And many sex part.Haha.I went there after school.Went Jb with family watched the movie.And I lost my headband the green colour one. D: Sigh.I like eh.Very nice.Sigh.Bought my Night World!Finally!Banzai!Haha.Next week common test. :( I wanttt to finish readin eclipse.Finishing soon!Haha.Catching up with Miss Z!Heh.Cant wait fr night world!LOL.You know wht.H on my phone means Hyung Joong!Hahahahah.Shut up.I didn't go fr cwo.Am I going to die?Oh well.I shall quickly ask fr a transfer form.Want to get out of that stupid cca.Either way,till april only.Stupid Miss Chan.Never give me warning point letter then straight away give me cwo letter.F you man.Plain stupidity.Oh yes.Sec 5s.Gosh.Are your common sense hidden in your pine hole?Haha.Or just buried with all your faeces?

Never have I hated sec5 seniors this much.And gosh.Fr sec 5s they are all fucking short.My oh my.Shame on you.We all have to look down just to talk to you.Sheesh.If I was the richest kid in the school,I swear I would make my own line.I'll just cut your fuckin queues and get my friends to do that too.I swear 1 day,we'll play your dirty trick on you bitches.Screw you pine holes.
Only reason guys date you is cause of your freakin big assets which will eventually sag.

School.Teachers gave us chocolates!Haha.Thank you all.I will bake something fr you:D Heh.I love Miss Poh and Mdm Yeo!Okay shut up.Okay.I needa go soon.Got madrasah.Sigh.

Yay Big Bang fr winning 4 awards at the seoul music awards!
And the best part,
They wore Pink!Gosh.
G-Yong Leedah,HOT!

Where do you find guys with extremely good fashion sense?
Yg Big Bang!

2009-02-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

Just say that sentence.

Say it cause I'm begging you for it.

I've watched that drama and fell in love with the characters and actors and oh my,the plot.

It is somewhat different and my oh my,it makes you crazy.School was okay.I felt like my head was about to crack.Sigh oh sigh.I was too tired yesterday.Heh.Slept and didn't study.Hello Os.Die!Heh.I hope I pass.Luck is essential in getting what you want.Dagna said I had crazy mood swings today morning.Don't ask me why.Beats me too.I guess I'm bloody tons irritated with China people.1,they hog up the bus.The busstop befr nanyang is freakinglish hell full with china made people.Trust me.The bus would be packed with em.Gosh.And its irritating cause then I have to see their fucking slenger face.HAHAH.Stupid.Thank god my school is not full of em.

Also,I feel that if MOE or Govt would want to employ china produced workers/students,they should at the very least be able to speak this language called "ENGLISH" Yes.Half the people I see are not english-talkable.See the agony?Sheesh,I'm feeling it.So,school,studied.

Assembly,lessons.Heh.Mt did nothing cause teacher saw how we were studying our freaking ass off.Phy test after that.I think I did lots of careless mistake and I'm afraid I cant pass.Allah,I hope I pass.Please!Amin!Hah.

Hist was another torture.I felt I was disorganized.Ugh.Eng was okay.Saw some monkey thing.Next week my turn to present.Sigh.Math.Got our N/O lvl booklet thing.Scary sia. D: Haha.Went fr malay cikgu not here so did the work then went home.Daddy picked me up ate shower tuition.Developed pictures and my oh my they're nice.Haha.Okay.Sleeping soon.

Gosh I love you.

Just say that sentence.

Let me hear it,

Just once.

Musically Talented

2009-02-11T17:50:00.003+08:00

I've realized what kind of people I'm interested in.

After having that marathon,I realized what kind of guys catched my attention.Those musically talented boys.Yes,its true.Sounds funny right?A person like me liking a person who is quiet and so oh philosophical seems weird huh?But its true.I rlly like boys like that.Haha.Ama and her girly side you dont usually see.

School ended at 10.From 8 to 10 was rather enjoyful.I saw how our class bonded.Even though we dont rlly like some of our mates but we put that aside and just have fun.I have a feeling our class might win fr this event.LOL.I can't wait fr sports day though.I wanna win an event.Gold!Heh.Visionary.Our eggs are princesses and Queens(Miss Poh and Mdm Yeo) Rofl.I need to print those pictures.Dang.I will upload soon.Gah.I love today.After that went to town.Ate and yeah.Walked here and there.Bought notebook :D Hah.Oh yeah.I saw Ms Prefect Lesbo.LOL.She looked at me and I looked straight at her.Is there a problem with me being in my school uniform in town?Heh.Oh yeh.I am 'Surprised' though.Someone who once said"I love Japan,ALOT!" she also showed love fr Jap things and artists too.Now,I realized she is into K-Pop.WOW.How did that happen?Stick to your Jap please.Oh yeah.There is this thing called privacy if you realised.Some people are okay with it but please.Ask me if you wanna check my stuff

As what I would like to say"St Margs Girls(Some of Em) Are Bitchex."

Some would agree.LOL.One of em,Alyssa.Hahah.I talked to Jalil.LOL.It was somewhat fun,bitching bout her.Haha.Loser.Okay.Rahimi!You ah.Tsk tsk.I at home just went to town then now you going town ah.Pfft.Some day,some day!

It seems hard to resist but I'm trying my best.

Talent

2009-02-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

It'll be just like him,talented and sophisicated.

I realized I like dudes like that.HAHA.And their names all begins with H!LOL.Okay.Got to go soon though.Heh.I'm bored.Grrrr.Night!

Sunbae,saranghae ^^

JiyonStah

2009-02-09T17:14:00.002+08:00

If a guy can organise his room why not me?

I am amazed to see how Big Bang's quarters have changed over the years.It kinda make me smile though,knowing that its been 3 years since they debuted.Happy feeling?Yeah.Like you gave birth to some kid.Heh.I saw their quarters.I'm proud to say I am their fan.Take a look at G-Yong's room man.Its one of a kind.Even though he is a guy,his room is somewhat an art.His shoes of rack.OMG.Damn whoa?His clean room and all,I am impressed man.If only I dated him.WHOA.Haha.Every girl would be moved with the kind of person he is.I mean it.I'm the kind of person who looks at the guy's shoe and then I'll move up slowly.LOL.Shoes,fashion sense,character and appearance.LOL.Okay.Shut up.School today was fun.I managed to do some work and art,disaster.Sigh.Okay.MT,did nothing.Shit.Physics.Die.Test this thurs!Wed,me and Hajar and Z gonna roam around Singapore I think!LOL.Went home.Haha.Never have I seen mindah who look so hideous.And I always thought minahs have standard eh.Oh wait.I didn!I always knew some minahs are like those kampung ones.The gonecase cannot make it one.LOL.They are forever hideous.

Hahah.I remembered something but I forgot.LOL.Ever since morning,I have been kinda dengki to Z.LOL.Sorry la.Mood ah.Alamak!On the train,I saw this mat who wants to be jap.LOL.On the train I saw those hideous minahs(OUH.Arent they kinda all the same?) On the train,I saw ITE mats who are also in a way hideous and some seemed like they were on drugs,I swear!They were sleeping on the floor as if drunk.LOL.On the train,it was freaking hot.Sigh.Very hot I could just die.Too much mats,till I cant breathe!(Breathing in and out slowly,suffocating!)(Exxagerating!) Okay.I need to study and watch tv soon.Music Bank!LOL.

I want H(not hassan) and A(not alex) and T(not taemin) and N(not idk who but yeah)

Obama's POV

2009-02-08T22:49:00.002+08:00

I just saw how cruel the world is.

Its all about money aint it?Sigh.The world is scary.Now,Alfee's gonna like SS501.Damn it.I shouldn't have told her about it.But then again,I got no rights to stop her from liking em.Afterall,its a free world.Afterall,she can like whoever she wants to right?Oh well.I'm gonna sleep soon.Night all.Tomorrow would be a better day cause Alex is here to cheer me up "D

I just realised how Ego I am

2009-02-08T09:51:00.003+08:00

Thats right.I bet most would agree.ROFL.Even Jeremy would agree.LOL.So,M class has to be splitted up cause the class is over-flowing with people(Kinda surprising) The class currently has 40 over people.Now,thats like the number of class on school.Weird huh.So yeah has to split.My brother wants to go in the morning which starts at 11?And I wanna go at 2.The thing is that I wake up at 11 every saturday.See the issue?Dad says we have to go together.Sigh.This is kinda a big issue.And If I go at 11,I might not be able to see A and some of my friends. D: How?!Alrightey.I miss my cousin.LOL.She's freaking adorable.She hates brushing her teeth and I just realised how smelly it smelled like till yesterday when my aunt got her this vibrating tooth brush.LOL.Its adorable!SHe just opened her mouth and she started liking brushing teeth.Amazing.No more smelly mouth!Thank god!Then,mom went over and yeah.Thank god I dont have to meet her at the mrt and take train to go home.Dad picked us up.Did a little bit of art at night and went to sleep.LOL.

Zj!you're kinda Dam in your own way huh?LOL.Just tell her la!Aiyo.

I miss H and Alexander and G-yong and Nichkhun and Taecyeon D:

2009-02-05T20:54:00.002+08:00

MNET SUPER 100 IDOLS RANKING
1 - Big bang, Kwon Jiyong

2 - Wonder Girls, Sohee

3 - DBSK, Xiah junsu

4 - Big Bang, TOP

5 - DBSK, U-Know Yunho

6 - SS501, Kim Hyunjoong

7 - Fin.K.L, Lee Hyori

8 - SNSD, Taeyeon

9 - H.O.T, Jang Woohyuk

10 - DBSK, Micky Yoochun

11 - Big Bang, Daesung

12 - SES, Yoojin

13 - Shinhwa, Eric

14 - Wonder Girls, Sunye

15 - Big Bang, Taeyang

16 - DBSK, Hero Jaejoong

17 - 2PM, Nickhun

18 - Fin.K.L, Sung Yuri

19 - Shinee, Taemin

20 - Super Junior, Eunhyuk

21 - 2AM, Jokwon

22 - SNSD, Yoona

23 - G.O.D, Yoon Gyesang

24 - FT Island, Lee Hongki

25 - Sechs Kies, Eun Jiwon

26 - Dbsk, Changmin

27 - H.O.T., KangTa

28 - Wonder Girls, Sunmi

29 - SHINee Minho

30 - KARA, Han Seungyeon

31 - Bigbang, Seungri

32 - Super Junior, Heechul

33 - H.O.T., Tony An

34 - Shinhwa, Andy

35 - Se7en

36 - 2PM, Chansung

37 - Super Junior, Shindong

38 - SS501, Kim Kyujong

39 - Wonder Girls, Yoobin

40 - SNSD, Tiffany

41 - SHINee, Onew

42 - Super Junior KangIn

43 - Wonder Girls, Yeeun

44 - F.T.Island, Choi Jong Hun

45 - Sugar, Ayumi

46 - Shinhwa, Kim Dongwan

47 - Buzz, Min Kyunghoon

48 - CSJH, Stephanie

49 - Super Junior Siwon

50 - Sechs Kies, Go Ji-Yong

51 - Jung Jihoon (Rain)

52 - S.E.S, Bada

53 - 2PM, TaecYeon

54 - KARA, Goo HaRa

55 - Super Junior Sungmin

56 - SS501, Kim Hyun Joong

57 - 1TYM, Danny

58 - Super Junior Eeteuk

59 - SHINee, Jonghyun

60 - G.O.D, Son HoYoung

61 - SNSD, Seohyun

62 - Shinhwa, Junjin

63 - H.O.T., Moon Heejun

64 - Shinhwa, Shin Hyesung

65 - Click B, Oh, JongHyeok

66 - SNSD, Yuri

67 - Super Junior, Hangyeong

68 - Sechs Kies, Jang Suwon

69 - CSJH, Dana

70 - Super Junior, Kibeom

71 - FIN.K.L, Leejin

72 - Taesaja, Park Junsook

73 - NRG, Moon Seonghun

74 - Baby Vox, Kan Miyeon

75 - Click B, Kim Sanghyuk

76 - SS501, Heo Young Saeng

77 - FIN.K.L, Ok Juhyeon

78 - G.O.D, Denian

79 - Ttma, Soy

80 - 2PM Jaebeom

81 - SHINee, KEY

82 - Sugar, Park Sujin

83 - NRG, No Yumin

84 - 1TYM, Oh Jinhwan

85 - SNSD, Jessica

86 - Shinhwa, Lee Min Woo

87 - F.T.Island, Choi Minhwan

88 - Click B, Yoo Hosook

89 - Super Junior, donghae

90 - Baby Vox, Shim EunJin

91 - Buzz, Son SungHee

92 - Supernova ,Geonil

93 - Taesaja, Kim hyungjun

94 - SNSD, Sooyoung

95 - Choi Changmin

96 - Milk, Seo Hyunjin

97 - Battle, Hwichan

98 - The TRAX, Jay Kim

99 - Sechs Kies, Kang Aunghoon

100 - Baby Vox Yoon Eunhye

And so school is what they say"FUN"

School today was interesting.I had pure fun.Math was awesome.I somewhat managed to help people.Interesting.SS was uhhuh.Miss Ng and her funny ah lian languages.Recess was noisy.Att with her weird laughter which is somewht contagious.Yeah.Eng was fun.Journal topic was on If I were famous.LOL.I wanted to be someone like G-Yong.Inspired by him.Talented.I wish I am talented.LOL.Then went lib.Tired man tired.Has assembly.Surprisingly,all those work experience thing was somewht not long.Impressed.ETC.House meeting!LOL.Fun man funn!HAHAH.I sign up fr 100 m race.LOL.I wanna win something before I leave.ROFL.Juniors this year very friendly eh?LOL.Oh yeah.Something funny.

Me:Mr Chua!I know what mascot we can use instead of spongebob!Big Bird!

Yasmin:Nono!Banana!

Mr Chua:How bout you be the banana?Yellow on the outside,white on the inside!

Yasmin:Nonono!I'm a very busy person!

ROFL ROFL.FUNNY! Hahah.Went back to class took bag then went home!LOL.On the bus.I never knew that nanyang people were not so intelligent as to what i thought they would be.LOL.So what if you missed a bus stop?Walk back la.LOL.They were like"OMG!I'm gonna die!"Hello,you were perfectly breathin when you alighted the bus.Right.And perfectly talking too~Is that the new defination of dying?I wonder.Alright.On the bus,I sw someone who seems like my ideal ***** Hah.He somewhat seemed delicate sleeping like that.It was somewhat mesmerizing looking at him sleep like that.Oh well.Okay.I gtg now.LOL.Bye!

Happy Birthday Yunho!

2009-02-03T19:42:00.002+08:00

I topped the class.

Seems like I'm on top of the world.

Dagna says my blog abit cock so Imma change it :DOkay.Surprising enough,I topped the class for chem D: LOL.Funny huh.Okay.I pass math.YAY!Oh yeah.For chem I also dont know how I topped that but I think the answers were on the board.LOL.School today was okay but I felt extremely tired mainly.It was as though I didn't sleep fr days.Goodness.Right.So,yesterday I managed to erm get on good terms again with him.I feel accomplished?LOL.Its just nice to do so "D but somewhat,I swear that was just for awhile.SIGHHHH.School next wednesday ending at 10 :D No lessons.YAY Mrs Yip.Went home and slept all the way through.Poor LHB LOL.OKay.What to eat fr dinner tomorrow?Mommy says she'll treat me whatever I want cause of the results I got.Somewhat I feel extremely happy.OKay.I wanna do art soon.LOL.Toodles!(Yuck.So bimbo)

2009-01-29T19:39:00.003+08:00

I'm somewhere on earth,

Seeking directions,

Fending my own life,

Without you here to help me.

It's okay.I know.This repeats.Time and time again.Who doesn't?So,I'm not gonna listen to what you say.Be it you using those mushy words or whatever.If you're gonna do it,MEAN IT H.It gets on my nerves when I hear you use those words.Ugh.STOP.Look here,I'm not anywhere near like those girls you dated before.Take a look boy.Uhhhuh.I'm so far away from that.

Moving on!

School.WHOA.Okay?Chem test was okay(fr me) I only couldn't do the the the last section?MT,Hahah.Fun la!Zahirah kept on calling Aisyah Hajar!LOL.FUN.Phy,okay?Thank god Alfee's hair today not so high.LOL!.History.WHOA.Kinda interesting le.WOW.Eng.Wah.Never have I felt so tired doing compre to the extend that when I write it's like as though I was scribbling.Gosh.Just now damn tired la.Math was okay.Tomorrow math testtt.Gah.Are you ready kids?!AYE CAPTAIN!I CANT HEAR YOU!AYE CAPTAIN!

So,Zahirah didn't follow me home although her father told her to go home.PPFFTTT.Went home myself.On the train,I was standing near gays.SIGH.What fate do I have seeing gays and all?Goodness me.Went home ate and tuition.LOL.Teacher was talking to me bout mats and minahs and bengs and all.He said I do math very systematic(WOW) LOL.Then he asked whether I got those kinda friends.I told him no and I don't intend to cause those people only make a fool out of themself.LOL.(TRUE) OKay.Need to do SS now.Sigh ah sigh.Tired ah Tired.Okay.BYE:D

2009-01-27T14:24:00.002+08:00

Is that how it rolls?

Leaving me just like that?

Life has been a bore I guess.I'm messed up.I'm not gonna talk much.

You left me just like that.Am I gonna fend myself?You acted like you meant it.I know I rlly do.Do you?I rlly L you.Dont leave me.Tell me its just a joke.Life's okay I guess.I'm gonna do art.Later.

I love you.

I know I won't be better without you here.

2009-01-23T13:06:00.002+08:00

And so,I've come to realise how I've been dealing with all these issues.

Thats the last smile you'll ever see on my face.

I dont kow if I'm just being a loser not being able to deal with defeat or what but I know that my life has been like this for the past 4 years.The past 4 years without my first ever best friend has been sucky.I've not had any friends who really knows me inside out or understands me.I'm sorry if what I'm saing is offending anyone of you.I really am but just let me be like this fr awhile.Everyone thinks I'm weird.Yeah.I'm just plain Fffff-ing weird.I'm so weird I seem like a FFFFF-ing alien.I'm so weird why not scream when you see me?

Everyone wants to know her.Everyone thinks she's the prettiest out of every other human girls in the world.She gets the best.Best of the bests.Every guy wants her.When there's prom,we all will be left on the benches while she is being surrounded by all our dates.Thats how the world revolves.Or maybe its just me with my weird perspective.I have been like this.Only when something happens.I hate dealing with blows like this.Having to see that person treat me this way.Maybe what she said was right.They are like this cause they are currently immature.Fine.I'll let this go.I'll just be what I want to.I won't be any fun.I'll just isolate myself from everything.With or without me,life for the rest is better isn't it?Who cares bout what I'm writing right now.Has it even made any difference to you?Has it even affected you?I bet so not.I bet noone even realises that this is happening.Noone even notices anything.Why is my life like this?I wish there is someone who'll just be my source of comfort(?) someone who'll just play with me.Someone who'll just be there when I need someone.Maybe there is but I want something more.Oh,shut up.

2009-01-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm surprised I liked being around your arms.

Sorry for any spelling error.I damn tired alr.Okay.Today school was okay.Dagna was being blur asking us if Daiso existed at Vivo and the answer is YES.She kept on asking fr dont know how many times.OKay.I damn tired.I went to meet K.LOL.Its fun going out with him.I enjoy!LOL.I like it.Somewhat,it was shocking that when your hands seem to be around me,I kind felt comfortable and I wish that we could get closer.LOL.Played tictactoe.NOT.What what what.Pepsi cola.LOL.I kept on winning!Yay me!LOL.Okay.I damn tired.Here's what to do when you want to see the pictures for those parties.

Go to http://www.photobucket.com/.

Type eat_ice_cream.

Click the eat_ice_cream albums.

Go type big bang and then you can enter :D IF it doesn work in small caps maybe try the big ones?Right.Then go to the parties album and you can find that.OKay.Dont ask anymore.I still have more to upload manszx.UGH.Right.Tired and exhausted.

2009-01-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

I bet your voice would cure this crankyness.

School today kinda sucked.It was like I waited for you last night.You didn't call.What was that all about man.UGH.You're getting on my fucking nerve.Screw it.I dont know why but I'm fucking pissed today.Went to school just to find out that our school is like a fucking military like kinda thing.Fuck la.Then like what,we were practising that?!Im like WTF?Its a FUCKING SCHOOL."SECOND HOME"?So much for that marion and whoever!Screw school.I wanna complain.Next,Fuck MOE!Cause of them we cant get no fucking half day.Screw that too.You and Your FUCKING EDUCATION!STUDY BECOME LIKE FUCK ALSO NO USE RIGHT?!UGH.Then,had lessons everyone not happy then yeah.RECESS another one.SO fucking late!At like what?1030?!WL.We snrs we shld go first.Fucking Hungry can?!WL!Then all leftovers fr us!?SCREW THT ALSO!And Food fucking low standard?Which TOM YAM TASTE LIKE CRAP?WHICH LAKSA HAS SAMBAL BELACAN IN IT?Stupid school!

Damn pissed.And Fucking Vivian didn't bring her fucking money.Don't bring again I'm gonna scold the fuck out of you sia.UGH.Damn pissed la.Then on the bus going home,stupid SJI stink like fuck.Wl.Never shower ah?Fuck you la.It smelled like Nvr shower+Sweat+BO.UGH.Screw it.Then on the train also.Stupid Madrsah kid!Eh.Dont know to put on deo ah!?Wl.HEADACHE Ah.Whats up with today sia?!UGH.Damn pissed.Then I cant find hist.MAK.I damn pissed ah.Then H with his fuckin shit crap.MAK.Fuck la!

I'm so self cutting my hair.

2009-01-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

I just wanted to lie on your shoulder and get a warm hug from you.

"I am Not Eurasian"

So,HuiBin's Party was a bomb.Did I mention that already?Sorry if I did.My head is a little cracky right now.I must have slept too long.Oh Well.Pictures are uploading itself on photobucket.Will put my link here later.I have taken lots of pics and whoa.3000+ pictures for 2 days.WHOA.Impressive.I bet Nicole and Atiqah and Yunhi had their fun share of playing with the camera.LOL.I experienced that once too.Heh.Damn my mouth still taste of seaweeds.Pfft.Alright.Saturday went to Bridget's party after Madrasah.LOL.I caught someone doing something but I'm not gonna say it.YET.Went home and dad sent me.I forgot to sit in the front seat.Sorry Daddy.He was sending me then there was this car which was racing on the road.Just cause he is driving a SUBARU.Another car was chasing that car but can see not enough of that gas I forgot what its name is.Alright.Then,A FAMILY car tried to race too but hello,Driver are you just stupid or what?!LOL.Its a family car for goodness sake.You wont be able to catch up.Reached Bridget's chalet at like 7.30?LOL.Daddy kinda got lost.LOL.Serious.Okay.Reached and few minutes like seriously afew minutes Yunhi arrived.Looked for Bridget.Then went in and found the rest.Ate and ate.Took pictures.Atiqah was having fun indeed.LOL.After that watched Mirrors.GOSh.Shall not talk about it.Okay.Then,eat again and they wanted to play Pinata.LOL.They all play,DAMN KECOH!LOL.Cute la they all.And I didn't even get 1 -_- Right.After that eat Ice cream and yeah.Rest went home except fr me and Azura but she only stayed till like 2 in the morning?I messged "Love" and surprisingly he replied.LOL.It was cute seeing him kinda confused and lost that kinda thing.LOL.He went Is there guys?LOL.I went yes.Correct what.Bridget brother not guy ah?LOL.Okay.He didn't reply and we didn't meet.Oh well.Someday again.Then,we(me bridget and her bro) went to walk around cause Bridget wanted to randomly eat mango.Weird,I know.LOL.Very random.Then,find and find but cannot find.LOL.Then we sat down and just rotted.On our way to this back alley kinda place,guess what we saw.GAYS.Thats right.GAYS.I was like"Are they gays?" Then hell yeah they were.They were hugging each other so tight and stuff and we were talking bout that.LOL.Weird.Wanted to take their pictures but then camera not with me.LOL.Then,Brandon was like lets go take our cards and play here.Then we went back and the gays were still hugging.Then,when we went back there again,they were like kissing.LOL.Played and Azura came back to us.LOL.After playing,we went back.

Okay.So,when I messaged him I woke up and couldn't sleep basically cause it was TOO COLD.I was FREEZING.Then,Brandon came back from smoking and he was like"Why are you awake?"I was like "Im too cold" Then,he gave me his blankie.AWW.Very sweet of you,THANK YOU ALOT.You saved my skin.LOL.Then he was freezing and he was the one who set the degree to 32 degrees celcius I think.LOL.Alright.Woke up and showered then I did some homework.LOL.After that slowly Bridget woke up and so did her brother.Watched 27 dresses and her mom came and then slowly,we left.YeahDaddy picked me up.Went to eat breakfast and yeah.Incident happened.LOL.This waitress(china made) came to us and went like"Order drink"So my father told him the orders.Then,my mom was like lets eat somewhere else.SO okay ah.Then my father want to cancel the drink since they havent made it yet and stuff.Then my father went to her and said I want to cancel my order.Then she went like"Eh!CANNOT!ALR IN THE COMPUTER!"Then my father said"I havent receive it so why can't I cancel my order?" Then she went like CANNOT CANNOT!Then my father just took the receipt and went like"come,let me see your manager.
You know my dad,making things big.Then he just left.LOLGreat daddy!Right.Then I was telling mty dad if that happens again,we can complain to CASE!Or say"Excuse me?What?What are you saying?I'm sorry,WHAT?! I'm "Really" "SORRY" BUT I DONT SPEAK CHINESE." LOL.Let me be a bit racist here.I hate those china people.I hate em.Ate my food went sheng siong then home.Damn tired.I'll be right back okay.

Sweetest Shit.

2009-01-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

Who ever read this shit and said I love it?

-Me

So,TODAY,I FOUND OUT that MY FRIENDS,read my blog.

Know how?

Dagna:OMG ZAHIRAH! I didn't know you were so sick la!

How could you think of MRS PILLAI Strip dancing?!

Zahirah:OMG!How you know?

Dagna:see,At least I'm not like you right,THINK OF HER STRIP DANCING!

Zahirah:OMGOMG,HOW YOU KNOW?!?!

Dagna:Ama wrote it on her blog

Diyana:OMG Zahirah.LOLOLOL.

Zahirah:OMG AMA.It was supposed to be OUR SECRET.

Ama(me):HOW I KNOW PEOPLE READ MY BLOG -_-

LOL.SO thats it.Not funny,dont laugh.Funny,laugh.LOL.I thought noone reads my blog thats why la I just write whatever.Either way,its like writing to myself.LOL.Noone tags nor read what.LOL.Okay.School.Wah.I need to attend malay remedial le D: Nobody love me D: LOL.Kidding!Surprising I think.Or not.Paper 2 pull my marks down like shit.If not,I'd have gotten A man.Sigh.Phy,okay ah.Hands on so not that sleepy.HIST.LOL.Mr Lee,although he is short but he makes us laugh eh.LOL.Chem.Okay la.Not bad.MATH!FUN!I LIKE :D WEE.

Home,NOBODY LOVE ME.I nearly went home myself but then Abi went home with me :D Reach home shower went for tuition.OKay la the teacher.LOL.Home,here I am doing craps.

I love school.

I love today morning.Okay.I dont know why but whenever my hp rings when I'm asleep,I just cant hear it.Fuck.Who cares.LOL.So last night someone called me 3 times and this time.2 in the morning.I called the person back.Obvious the person still asleep right.LOL.Then,the person msg me but I was sleeping on the bus then I saw and called the person and the person called me and then we talked.AWW.I like.I could hear the person's voice Ahh.Sweetest day.WEE.Okay.Shut up.

To get laid or you rlly like her?

2009-01-14T21:31:00.003+08:00

Have you seen this side of cuteness in boys?

Okay,school was AWESOME!HOMEWORK IS AWESOME!LOL.English was fun!Weitian,my side,we were all hyper and stuff and Nadirah that side was rather quiet and Miss Lum was Like"I'm happy that you all are enthu but I'm gonna be deaf one sided." LOL.I had fun in school,how bout you?Math was shocking.We all did our work and guess what,the class was extremely quiet.Impressed by that man.WHOA.First time.If Juan was here,it'd be freakin noisy.Sigh.Thank god.Phy was okay.Mr Chua is freaking lame sio.LOL.Recess was okay/I rushed to finish my food?!Weird.CHEM.OMG.I actually understood what Mrs Pillai said!WHOA.Improvement!Or isit cause we set our minds to do better?!SS.AHAH.OMG.Miss Ng,damn PRO."Do you know why nerds study so hard?So that they can go to a good JC and then go to a good UNI and then they can mix with those kind of peopl." "If yo u are in a jc,you mix with jc people.You in nsk you mix with nsk people.You in ite you mix with ite people"

"Dump guys.You can find them later.Do you know there are two kinds of guys?A is the one that studies hard but dont know what job to get and B is the kind of guy which wants to have fun and suffer later.Which one would you choose?A right?" lol.

Got one more.She told us she "ACCIDENTALLY" had a crush!LOL.

"When I was in JC,I ACCIDENTALLY had a crush.Then,the guy also had a crush on me then ask me to be his girl or whatever you all call it nowadays.Then,I stupidly said YES.So,I wasted time going out and all then slowly I stopped and told him that my father wanted me to stay at home and all and then one day on the phone I told him that I needed a break from this.And I said"ITS NOT YOU,ITS ME" ROFL!

Miss NG rocks la!LOL.She damn funny!And teach fucking fast.Faster than WANG.LOL.I wonder how she is doing in AES.Poor thing sia.Sigh.Okay.After that went to BUGIS with Bridge.LOL.Shop for her party stuff then she treat me again go eat.ALAMAK.Now I owe her lots of money sia.Sigh.Okay.After that,Namirah and Fee2 coming to bugis so wait for them.While waiting we went to watson to look for syringe.In the end didn't buy.LOL.Namirah and Fee2 surprised Bridge by entering FOX?LOL.Then,walk here and there and went home at 5 plus?LOL.Took the bus with Ms/Mr Fee2.Slept the way through and she woke me up and BP.LOL.Took lrt home and reached home at around 6 plus there.Not bad eh,quite fast la.LOL.Reach home,shower and errr.HOMEWORK,HOMEWORK IS AWESOME! Okay.Shutup.Wanna sleep alr.N IGHT.

My boyfr w his couzzie.

2009-01-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

How you came by,

Its still a mystery.

Today,school was freaking dry!Wah.Zahirah was damn tired followed by me.That thing sure is contagious.Then,Zahirah started laughing.I was wondering why so I asked her.It was during chem.Then she whispered"Imagine Mrs Pillai doing strip dance" I STARTED LAUGHING LIKE NUTS!LOL.Damn funny.LOL.School today was okay.I just know I slept till I drooled then I shouted at my dad,I'm sorry daddy.Okay.I'm tired and hungry.Bye.

2009-01-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

Intelligence is a choice.

Adam Khoo camp was fucking awesome.Yes,VERY.Candice,Andrea and Leroy are very nice people.Although Leroy made us cry like crap on the second day but yeah.AWESOME.LOL.Candice with her Lian actions.Freaking funny la.LOL.I enjoyed myself.Thought it would be like every other ordinary ones but that workshop/camp was an exception.Has a hard impact on us.LOL.

The last day,Brenda Boo erm talk too long?Even my father agree.MY FATHER.LOL.He said she was trying to make it sound sad but cannot.LOL!Seriously.LOL.Okay.I enjoy myself.Erm.Yesterday went to Mustafa bought myself swim suit.I need to swim X) LOL.Okay.Tomorrow going out with Bridget.LOL.Okay.Need to study soon :D LOL.

Oh yeah!I went fr the madrasah thing.Walao!There is this dude called Adam and I swear,SWEAR he talks alot.Goodness,ALOT.Every minute.WAH.Die -_-. Okay.Need to look fr 100 expressions.LOL.Laterz.

If I could,you're the only thing I'd focus on.

2009-01-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

Seen him performed his tango moves?
I wouldn't mind being the girl.

Lets see.Early morning got a huge scolding from mrs raj and I hate,HATE mrs seet.She's such a chore.Very bothersome.Very irritating.Worse than mommy.Wl.Scold us fr what?Making too much noise.WHAT!?Too much noise?More like scolde those students of yours who make too much noise.Sheesh.Hell yeah.They're the freaking devils.Pfft.Okay.Then what,the visualizer not returned.Walao.This Erina ah.Fucking Bongok sia.I cant stand it sometimes.You IT rep do your job la.This one,so bongok!Ugh.

Went for it.OKay la.Entertain the teacher who has some issues somewhere.Right.So,did something then Dagna got pissed then her face damn black.LOL.Recess,ate and suddenly,my jaw hurts.Sigh.Sad.Okay.Then chapel and yeah.Look who's talking.Oh yeah!Those stupid seniors of ours!WOW.So much for seniors eh.I think our batch so dont like the sec 5 batch.(very obvious.No need mention) Their faces,WHOA.Like Mrs Seet(No wonder.) AHAHA.Lame.

Okay.Do this and that then went home.LOL.Got another poster!WHOO!Okay.Went home yeah tired.Ohoh!Bridget got me a Big Bang CD!Wee!OMG.Freaking nice.You'd freak out too if you were their fan.LOL.Aite.Erm.Gtg soon?LOL.Bye.

Y2K Mj,TY

2009-01-05T19:09:00.004+08:00

He's the Y2K Michael Jackson.He's Taeyang.

Hello.I'm tired.I'm very tired I can sleep soon.Last night,I sw a message at 1 in the morning and I stupidly replied the person and the person replied me back.Alright.Then,I couldn't sleep and told myself to sleep.Woke up,tired yes,very shower,went to school.Forgot to bring my lunch so my bro ran after me bearfooted.LOL.Cool,sweet of him.Went to school had camp.So ugh.Camp was dreadful.It was so boring we talked.The lessons part was just killing me.It was draggy.No wonder the school is so generous they gave us so many breaks.LOL.Yasmin suddenly gave us extra names like I'm Amalina Happy Meal.Dagna lightbulb.Zahirah brocolli etc etc.

When school ended,it was heaven.LOL.Very.Went to bk with Hajar and Zahirah.They ate.Then,Zahirah went to the toilet and so,we waited.
Me:Sigh.Zahirah go toilet or make toilet?
Hajar:I think she make toilet and make chocolate fudge(shit)
Me: D: ROFL ROFL!

Me:Sigh.Where is Zahirah?I bet this person(random man) will come out earlier than her.
Hajar:Yeah I think so too.
*It was true enough.She was making chocolate fudge.

I was tired and yeah.I did stupid things on the train and I wanna sleep now.Night.

P/s:I got mee Big Bang posters!WEE!

2009-01-04T22:35:00.003+08:00

Lets talk all night and never hang up.

I miss my cousin.LOL.She's freaking adorable.Yeah.Okay.My cousin is officially a big bang kinda fan?LOL.She think's their music's great.Hell yeah.Its big bang.

I fell in love with Alexander again.Ah.Baby,you're just addicting.

I wanna sleep.Bye.Night.

Seen this shitz?

2009-01-03T17:38:00.002+08:00

Doesn 't really matter if you're wrong or right,

I'm gonna be posting alot.Pretty much cause I'm bored.Ahha.No life person.I dont even know what to do now.Wanna listen to songs and maybe do some lil bit of art. Sigh.I did some questioning last night.Yes.I realised something.Hah.I wanna learn dancing after N's!Yeah.Take up some hip-hop or something.Seungri's dance moves inspired me to learn.LOL.Yes.I wanna learn fo real.LOL.Shut up.Sheesh.

2009-01-02T20:12:00.002+08:00

Insanity?
Or just some weird reaction?.

So,new year was just gone like that.I was suppose to have a special celebration with someone but yeah.All the plans,destroyed just like that.Okay.I initianally wanted to make some forgiving kinda post before new year but yeah.Too late?HMM.I just wanna say I'm sorry to whoever I've offended or maybe given em some hard blow.Sec 3 was the year where I was getting used to new people being in my class,getting to know em and all.And some of those outside friends.You know?I'm really sorry if I made anyone pissed or whatsoever.I'd hope I and you or ++ your friends/my friends or what can start on a new clean page?Aite?

Okay.School's started :D I'm glad.I couldn't sleep last night.I was excited.Either way,fell asleep.Yup.Went to school met Dagna,walked.Yeh.Reached,same class and all.Miss Poh form teacher.Cannot porn school anymore D: Okay.Funny thing.Our class only got 27 students.Freaking small and,I'm FINANCE MANAGER -_- HA HA HA.Funny huh.Weitian and "Mahida"(Madihah actually but miss poh pronounce like that) says I'm like loan shark.F.LOL.
School overall run :D

Went home rot and yeah.LOL.Today's fun!WEE!

2008-12-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

Hohoho.
You've got a crush,
A huge one.

Those words keep on playing.Over and over again.Its hard for me to believe.It seems like I did something impressive?Soulmate.Is that the word which I'd wanna use on you?Soulmate.
If my mind's blank,I'd think of you.Crush crush crush.A huge one on you,Soulmate.

Dont mind what I'm saying.Just insanity.

2008-12-27T22:04:00.002+08:00

A dream,
Not to be forgotten.

I had a dream.A fantasy kinda dream.I wish it'd come true,I really do.I'd wish it really come true!So,the dream went like this.I went out with Adlin(I dont know why although me and her are not on good terms).Then,I saw Kwon Ji Yong(The Man!) sitting on this TALL,BIG chair.The ones like in the 3 bears that one.Then I was like "OMG!ITS G-D! OMGOMG!" Then I went up to him and started screaming and all(Fan-Girl Mode).Then,Adlin go inside Toys R Us.Then I started to talk to Ji Yong :D Then,he went off the chair and we hanged out.And somewhat,we were like some couple(: Then,at home,SUDDENLY,Alan appeared(I dont know how but yeah).So,I invited him into my house.My mom was there and like she didn't mind him.LOL.Aww.
Okay,Then I woke up D:

Today,went fr some orientation thing.Sigh.Parents made me go fr madrasah.Suddenly all of us(My cousins and all) have to go.Sigh.After that,went out to eat then get my bag :D I like,its nice.LOL.My bro KPO and decided to get one too.Alamak.Then went to get other things then went to Tuition teacher's house.Eat and eat then went Sentosa.Sigh.Tired.Now at grands house :D Momma kinda held me back.Suppose to go to Miss Z's house but yeah.Something happened.So yeah.Wanna sleep.So yeah.Night.

Would he be like Alexander?
A person so sweet and charming.Funny and adorable.

Or..

Someone like Nichkhun?
A person who's shy,sweet,adorable.Gentleman.

2008-12-26T14:17:00.003+08:00

Would you give up everything?
Yes

If your heart beats fast when you're near a person of the opposite sex,is that what people call love?
If doing something which is very easy seems difficult for you to do,is that what they call love?
If looking at him seems to make you blush,is that what they call,love?
If he's around and you seem to make a fool of yourself,is that what they call love?
If you're shy whenever he's around,is that what they call love?
If he's around and whatever you do seems crazy,is that what they call,love?
If you tried to focus on something else but it all turns back to him,is that what they call,love?
What is love?
Does it make you do whatever I'd just mentioned?
Is love something that makes you do crazy things?
Is love something which you'd give up everything for?
What is love exactly?

Someone said I looked like a pre-u student.HAHA.Right.I'm not.Someone's been having eyes on me.Right.And that happened alot,today.Not one,Not two but three.Right.
I want my school bag.Its at suntec D: Sigh.How?Nono,raffles place.I cant wait fr school to start XP Okay.I want erm.M.Yes,M.I wonder how my soulmate be like in the future.

Someone like Kwon Ji Yong?
Smart,TALENTED.Thats the word.His keypoint.
A rapper,singer,composer,trend-setter,charming.Would my soulmate be like that?

Or would he be like Mr FHN?
Someone who looks innocent?
Specs,tall,caring,a nurse?

Or someone like Mr M?
Mysterious.Charming.

Or someone like Mr HR.
Sweet talker.Handsome.A singer.Sporty.

Or someone like Mr TOP?
Funny,Sweet,Charming,Rapper.

I'd wish my soulmate would have a combination of all these qualities.Wouldn't that be terrific?Right.Dream on,Little Dreamer.All you ever do is dream.

I'm a dreamer.All I do is dream.Fantasy.

2008-12-25T20:15:00.002+08:00

Could you be,my soulmate?

Merry Christmas ALL!
Merry Christmas to My bestfrs,Daphy,Bridget and Abi :D
My Bestest Buddy,Dagna and anoter Bud, Rosabell,Loh Hui Bin!

Okay.Days have been well.Erm.Suppose to watch Twilight but noone text me D: how?! Okay.Erm. Bought books on mon with Dagna.Well yeah.Havent buy school bag yet D:
Rahimie got his cam!YAY YOU!I wanna see your dslr!LOL.Olympus sey!Ahha.Nichkhun has the same one!Well,brand I mean :D LOL.Lemme see awak!LOL.I bet all the shots you take are BAM,Pro XP Sigh.Sad Saturday I got lots of plans.If I'm free,it would be good that I could follow R go to gigs and take pics XP.Sigh.Okay,other time!LOL

Yesterday went fr dialysis.Ahha.Got this nurse,damn geek!I swear.LOL.But the voice.Damn deep.AHAHA.Its funny.Okay.I've been reading this book.Night World.Nice.Interesting.I guess Twilight makes people read books in some ways eh?You can even see lians read books on the train.Impressive eh?LOL.Right.Now,the book is all so out like everywhere.LOL.

Today went to JB.Sigh.Mother ah.Iyo.She srsly cannot get along with me XP.Right.I got nothing else to say.My cousin is adorable?LOL.

It'd be against the law.
I can't fall in love with him.
No.

Am I?

2008-12-22T11:25:00.003+08:00

Run Baby Run,
Dont Ever Look Back

Hello all,I'm back from hols.I'm thankful that there was hardly any argument.The trip sucked though.Seriously.Like I regretted following in some ways.I swear I wont wanna go for hols if there is another family coming along with us.Seriously,they're nothing but TROUBLESOME.
We drove to Langkawi by car and then took a ferry and reached there.Went to rent a minivan and then reached the hotel.First day was not so bad.Second day was fairly okay.Third day sucked.I swear the son has eating issues.Who the hell only eats chicken rice?!Like that is his only food.The snacks he eats are like what?That wan wan biscuit and twisties?Geez man.He has issues and like he's so fucked up.Seriously.Then he keeps on clinging to my bro and he wont stop bothering my family.Fuck you fucked kid.Seriously.He clings to my mom and dad.Eh,you dont have your own family is it?If you dont',I feel sad for you.NOT.You so deserve it.Sheesh.Then,when he comes to our room,he wants to play the xbox and like he thinks its his.Like fuck you.If my brother dont let you play then accept it la.KNN.Its ours what.Not yours right!?Ugh.Then he will start kicking aroung.Ugh.Seriously fucked up kid.Then,he dont get what he wants,he cries.Great.Damn irritating la.Then when we went to shop and their parents fought,we had to like leave.Like WHAT?!I swear it wasn't enough shopping at all.Seriously.Fuck man fuck.If anyone else was there,you can so tell I was damn pissed.I hated that small kid.

After 4 days there,we left.We were suppose to go to KL but that kid's fcuked up mother had to book a room in penang without even asking us.Worse thing was that the hotel was so freaking fucked up.Like what,1 star?Geez man.Stop bragging to people you stay in those 5 star hotel or whatever.We can so tell you dont when you booked for people some freaking cheepo and dirty and fucked up hotel.Sheesh.Then,I was damn pissed la.And if we didn't stay there,by now we would be at that Istana hotel.The next day we had to leave alr.Sigh.So fcuked up la.Wasting time and money.Then,we went to KL.Reached there in the morning.Had to find a hotel cause those stupid bitches ruined our plan.Surprisingly,my dad felt the same way I did.Thank god.So,we looked and found one.Thank god again.Showered and then we went to find food.Didn't bother bout those bitches.Then,when we went shopping,they went too but since they were idiots,they didn't take the train they were supposed to take.Thank god again.So,we went without em.Dont' even wanna bother bout em.Then,we shop and shop.When we were eating,we saw em but just kept quiet.Then,I suggested we(my mom dad and me) watch a movie.My mom(in her sotd mind) had to ask em along.Me and my dad obviously didn't want to.Then,had to decide what movie to watch.In the end,watched yes man.Then,we took our tickets knowing that they are always late.Then when we were about to enter we were like "Eh,why skip one chair?" Then my mom said that there was this person who's sitting in the middle and that fucked bitch lady said that we can just push her aside.Fuck you bitch.I went to the cinema and I had to sit beside that lady and some weird dude.Ugh.The movie was no fun at all.How bout you be in my position bitch?I hate yopu to the fucking core.You and your fucking fucked up family.

After that,it was so obvious I was so fucking mad then I jsut ignored em.Then,had to take the train home so yeah.Took without em cause their fucking son wanted to eat his fuckin chicken rice.So left after buying subway.Then,took the train.Fuckin full.Already got some hairy bangla.T hen this 3 gays had to enter and squeeze their way in the train.Great.And one of em was fucked up.No,all.Fcuked em.I even pushed and wanted to kick him somewhere cause he was getting on my nerve.And the train was so fucked that the driver even slept.

Next day,went home.Hate em hate em.Went home and yeah.Finally.Home sweet home :D

The only thing memorable was that I saw this curly hair kid.Ah,Adorable!

2008-12-13T10:52:00.003+08:00

Do you remember?

When i saw you in this broad and wide world,

I feel like i am possessed by something; to make it unnoticeable, yeah (I try to hide)

When you look at me, when you're smiling at me

I feel like I got everything in this world, I don’t know how to describe it

You were my dream boy,

My everything.

Talented,thats what I wanted.

Sad that you wer just like that.

Alo******,I'm sorry it just couldn't work out.I'm sorry.I hope you would respect my decision.I'm really sorry.

2008-12-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

Remember when we fell fr each other?
All we cared about was our love

Hello all.Yesterday I went out with momma and dad.HAHAHAHA.Its a shocker but thats one of the rare times where I enjoyed going out with em.I mean without my bro.Sometimes I feel that its better that my bro dont follow us sometimes.Y'd know what I mean?Like my family has 3 people only but then again,it'd be hard on me cause that'd only means I'd have to suffer alone at home.Right.Shutup.Okay.

So,we went toJB and joked around in the car.Reached there,the first thing I wanted to do was eat.When we reached,I didn really eat cause momma said not to eat alot.Right.Then we went to City Square to like watch movies.Sad thing was the movie would only start at 640 and it was only 4+ when we reached there.So,went to bookstore.Wanted to buy that new moon book cause they were giving discount but stupid bookstore dont know where they'd put the book.So,there I was taking random pictures again.Sigh.After that,me and my dad kinda thought we lost our momma.LOL.So,we went out and walked here and there.OOH!I saw freaking nice hoodies.LOL.It'd be rare in sg.I swear I wanted em!Sigh.Then when we walked back,I'd realise she was still inside.So we walk and ate MACs and went up after that and sat down near the cinema area.Talk and talk suddenly"BOOM!"

M:What is that?!
D:aiya nothing la
M:You know ah,I'm a very alert person!If there is an earthquake,I'm the first to run you know!
D:Yeah,first to run but dont know where to run!
A:AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH(Non-stop)...(stop then laugh again)

That was freaking funny,I swear.You'd might not laugh but when you do,please say so.
So,we went in watched the movie.Damn funny!The title is like"Laus Dan Faun" LOL(lost and found) AAHHA.After that go and eat and was still cracking bout the "I'm an alert person!" LOL.
Went home and yeah.Watched abit of Hancock.

I'm going out with Ian ho later on.Finally man.LOL.

You used to be my partner,
We used to be a team.
Now we're living in the real
You're living in the dream.

2008-12-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

You'll never know this pain buried deep inside the heart.

Days have been fine I guess.Wait,I'm just lying to myself.I'm not fine.Yesterday's an exception I guess.Celebrated Cousin's birthday.Brought the cake and took pictures of lil kids and that birthday girl.Ate alot and I stil wanted more but I had to go to dad's side to visit.So,off we went and reached there.Noone was practiclly there.Thats a first.Sitted and rotted.Took pictures and continued rotting.At around 8,one of my aunts arrived.Took pictures and disturbed my bro on how everyone,EVERYONE in the family is a Man Utd fan except him.LOL.So yeah.Not long,went home.Reached home and I called someone.Yes,SOMEONE cause that person said I could call the person at night.We "talked" fr awhile and the person seems to be using the com and as expected guys can't multi-task.So,the person told me to call the next early morning.I agreed.As expected,I was disappointed.I couldn't sleep properly.Sigh.Sad.I'm kinda disappointed with that person.Tell me honestly,do you treat me like one?Can you act like one?I'm disappointed.Don't lie to me cause thats what you've been doing lately.

Zj talked to me bout personal space.I think the person has lots of personal space.Thats no doubt.Maybe I shouldn't have told my friends about you in the first place.I regretted.ALOT.

To say you're not acting like one,

I might hurt you.

To say you're acting like one,

I'm just lying to myself.

2008-12-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

"They said we look like a good couple."
"We are a good couple"

I hope this post does not suddenly die half way like how it does the two time before.Thank god I was in a good mood.Today and yesterday,life has been depressing.Yes,DEPRESSING.I'm missing you badly D: This sucks sucks sucks.Sucks to a very big extent.Sigh.On the good side,I got myself a pink bottle!I can bring my camera out cause Daddy collected the bag from canon!Banzai!Right.I'm hungry.Someone's cooking rendang!Ah.My hand smells of cucumber.All that work from peeling the skin off.Sad thing it doesn smell of your hand.Or whatever.Sheesh.It's windy.Lets walk again there!Right.Sometimes I feel fcukin weird.Seriously.Like we dont fit but in the end,we do.LOL.
I wanntttt tomorrow to come!I can't wait.Very excited.

I wanna see you D:
I wanna hold your hand.
I wanna hug you.
I wanna love you.
I'm already loving you.

2008-12-04T08:52:00.002+08:00

Let me ask you straight.
Would you be my girlfriend?

They chatted all night long.The next thing you'd know,they're together.She got the man of her dreams.Someone talented.Someone who excels in sports,music,dance and studies.Perfect huh?LOL.My nose is blocked.I cant breathe.Help me.Sigh.

Something scary happened last night.It was obvious he wasn't his true self.Which person on earth gets pissed when you tell em to turn off their alarm clock?It was that scary.

But then again,I'd have nothing to be pissed bout.Someone managed to make me happy.

"I love your eyes."
"I love your company"

2008-12-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

You held my hand,
We did crazy things.

Whoa.I was sick,(stil am) my head hurts.I wanna sleep.Not.LOL.I collected money yesterday.I went home and fell sick.I went fr dialysis today.Just to realise my brother is there.Screw it.Idiot la.I went there and yeah.Told grandma I was sick and she cared for me.AWW.I love you(: Okay.
After that,met Alan (((: Yes.LOL.I waited damn long la!(No,Kidding) We went to the house clubhouse and he showed me his magic tricks.LOL.I was laughing at every trick and he did.LOL

"You laughed like you know this trick."
"Hahaha.Maybe"
"Maybe means a yes."
"No,Maybe means a yes or no"

LOL.So,he did the tricks and when you ask him to do againn,the ans will be"I can only do this trick once" -_-/ LOL.Okay.After that,he sat beside me and this old man suddenly asked

Man"Are you cold?"
Al"No"
Am"No"

The person then talked bout what,his life?I was like huh!?Then he asked how old I was I said 15.Then he was like huh?18?Then Alan ans fr me and said 15 then he was like wah!You look like 18.-_- and now I regretted saying Alan looked matured.LOL.After that I typed a message fr Alan which went like"Lets go now!" and he was like"Yeah I know!Hold on.He talked fr 40 minutes straight!" LOL.No joke man.He talked non stop.Whoo.LOL.Then,I kept on pestering Alan and he went like"Erm Uncle,we need to go now" Then the uncle was like"Oh yes okok."

After that went to macs.Sadly,the person who wanted to eat macs was broke and so we went to buy pasar malam food XD LOL.Buy then we ate at the ledge that area.LOL.We sit down rot and played around and then,I told him this.

"I think I will see my mother.LOL.But she wont realise I'm here.She very blur"
"Now I know where you get your blurness from"

WTH!LOL.After that,we walked to the longkang area!LOL.Okay,update again later.Bye!

2008-11-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

AlexKhun,
Not Your Ordinary Fool.

Hello all!Today,happy day ever!LOL.I swear.Went fr the wedding.Okay la.Got food eat.Then,EXPO!WAH!Happy giler alr!LOL.I go thr!WAH!Went to the sony booth.I wanted tht!LOL.So fr ladies but in the end got cannon(: Thanks daddy!I will take this seriously.Fr all people/friends who loves photography,tell me so that we can get cannon photgraphers to come to our school and teach us bout photography.I need 20 people!LOL.

After that,went fr the Akira sale.LOL.Mother ah.Funny sia.She die die buy this rice cooker.SIGH.Saw granny thr with lil cousin!LOL.Happy kid!After that went to eat at Aliff,Saw my cousin!LOL.With his fiance(: LOL Then went back home and here I am playing with Alexkhun.Cute kan name dia?LOL.I love AlexKhun!Ahha.Alrightey.I needa sleep soon.Night!

2008-11-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

Somehow,your image doesn't seem to fade from my mmr.
Shows I've got a crush on you Boy.

Hello all!Yesterday's bbq was a blast!(!!!!)I wore a dress!LOL.Fr fun la.haha.Took pictures with my cousin.Camwhore.Tak le angs!LOL.I ate alot.Wah Wah.Lost weight,gained weight.Sigh sigh.Next morning,Momma woke me up asked if I wanna follow her go fr Hi-T.I agreed cause get free food what and momma's friend brought her daughter so go lor.Okay.We rushed to Kranji.My mom.Sigh.Everytime,RUSH!Reached there and yeah.I didn't talk to her.She like scary.So yeah.Then,I realised that she is actually older than me!?I swear she's shotter than me.LOL.And she is like what?18?!LOL.Okay.Her name is Fatin Amalina.LOL.Something like mine?LOL.Okay.Eat and eat,grow fatt.Then went here and there.Walk and walk.Yeah.Went home.I kept on smiling to myself thinkin bout him.LOL.Happy la tu!LOL.Tomorrow got wedding.Its at Tampines!Good.After that can go fr the fair!WAH!My camera!WAH.Sadly,dad says I have to join a club if I want all the lenses and stuff.So,I told him I will.After my N's or something.LOL.I want to either way.I wanna make that my sideline.I wanna be a nurse and a photographer/Model when I grow up.At least extra income right?.LOL.Big plans!LOL!Okay.I wanna upload photos.I lazy upload here.I upload somewhr else k?At the other blog :D

Blush Blush Blush.
Thats what you make me do :B

2008-11-28T14:39:00.002+08:00

You coughed.
I drank,I choked.
You kept looking at me.
I kept on blushing.

Man"Is that the new maid?Wah.Very pretty ah!"
Nurse"No la!Thats the granddaughter!"

Today was whoa.Surprisingly,I didn eat alot.LOL.I waited(: I thought you wouldn't appear.Again,you surprised me.You and your surprises.Everytime you never fail to surprise me.Today's eye exchange was the best so far.Thank you(:

I shall not wear anymore flowery skirts.Either way,I hate it too.Bleah.okay.Cant wait fr later night!BBQ!

2008-11-26T14:34:00.001+08:00

I knew you'd steal glances to look at me.
How could you ever miss a girl like me?
Someone pretty.

Let me be ego fr a minute will you?I got myself into a mess.Currently,I'm feeling lonely.I need someone to come and fill that little gap up.Someone used to entertain me and be there for me whenever.Sadly,that person's gone.Here I am,alone.I was thinking last night.What I did was foolish.I'm sorry.Karma's gonna happen again,its obvious.Just who.I'm scared its that person I have hardcore feelings for.Sigh.My life is in a mess.I'm scared I'd do foolish things again.I'm scared I'd do something just cause I'm bored.What is up with me?I told myself I'd hook up with A and hook up with B.Isn't that just wrong?What is up with me.I seriously dont know.I dont know what's up with me.Someone come and tell me.Sigh.Someone come and look for me when you're bored cause I know I'm bored.I hate life now.Its killing me.I want my slr.I wanna take pictures.I wanna kill time.I wanna be that photographer and model you're talking bout.I'm fcuking bored and fcuking irritated.The baby's crying.

2008-11-25T12:15:00.002+08:00

Just your presence makes me blush.

Yesterday I accompanied my grandma to the dialysis centre ^^ I expected someone to appear but then didn appear so felt abit heartbroken.Then,eat and eat and play game and game then listen mp3 then,talk to Rahimie then yeah crap here and there(: Then,saw my aunt and bought ice cream then eat again then jeng jeng jeng.Mr Eyecandy appeared(: WAH!~~ Ahha.I blush and smile to myself like a crazy person.LOL.Crazy huh?Go homr and yeah.Watch tv(: LOL.Today cannot go out with Ian Ho cause need to accompany grandma go to hospital fr check up(: Ahha.Sigh.Sorry Ian Ho ): Okay.I very the bored.Talk to me.Tell me your name.

To the left(Oh yeah)
To the right(You're so rightt~)
To the front(You're so tight)
To the back (Break it break it girl)

Alex,^^ Love(:

2008-11-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

You Make Me Smile
Although You're Gay.

Hello All!I have to blog bout yesterday(: So,Zaza(my bb friend) told me that kbs wants to interview DBSK,BIG BANG and WG fans.So yeh,I went fr that.Even made signboards like "lets go west!"And "Big Bang,Saranghae!" LOL.Yeah.I even make friends.This girl frm Balestial Hill?(IDK how SPELL!) and she's my age and super quiet!LOL Then this girl who is in jc and 17,I didn get her name also.And this girl who stays at Siglap and I didn get her name also but she's like 14 but super tanned and then this girl called Ray who reminds me of Alfee but the better version.LOL.She freaking reach but freakin short fr a 20 yr old.LOL.And she went to Japan and like got the stand up tour things.LOL.Freakin reach!Ahha.LOL.

So,I like went fr the interview and yeh.Now you all cant say Big Bang dont know my existance cause Big Bang wills see that Interview clip and AHAHA.They know I exist!LOL.In your face!ahha.So,I went to town with the boards and everyone kept on lookin at the board with the lets go west!LOL.Damn funny.Ahha.Went to grands and all.Yeah.Ahha.Thats pretty much all.

Today,I slept my way through.LOL.I told Rahimi something.Secret secret between us!LOL. -_-
Today,someone rang the door bell.Asked fr donation and it was that campus superstar dude frm china.-_- And he apologised fr waking me up.LOL.Right.

I wanna play game.Ahha.Bye.

Ohoh!I read this thing which says"Pisces people are prettier when they are angry."WAH!I wonder what Shaykh would react when he sees this!Aaha

2008-11-19T11:09:00.001+08:00

Why did you have to say that?!
Why did you have to say that when I was doing my hair?!
Why.
Why not earlier?
Why.
I really wanna talk to you.

2008-11-19T08:10:00.002+08:00

Its beating very fast.

I know I wanna talk to you.

Somehow,I dare not to.

When I'm around you,I get shy.Why?Beats me.Ask me why.Why?I dont know.Ah,stupidity.Yes Yes Yes.Currently,my heart is beating fast.TadumpTadump.

Sigh.Yesterday I was super pissed.Very pissed.Went to school fr nothing.Miss Goh didn't even appear in school.Sigh.Screw that and I cant even finish my batik la.F.Then,went to penin with Hajar and Nicole cause she wanna get her film fr her cam.I wanna get that Holga or Diana.Its kinda cheap.Well,to me ah.Ask that loser buy fr me since he owe me one.Sigh.So,yesterday I went home cause I needa wash my clothes.When I went inside my room.WHOA.I was like *O* Someone snipped my power adaptor thing.It was like fcuk and like someone rampaged my room.I was fcuking pissed I just threw the thing and yeah.Pissed.Ouh.So basically I was mad.Thank goodness I have the pw to this com(: ^^ Haha.Excess only to me ^^ WoooWeee!Right.Shuddup.Okay.

This random girl on Monday is super random.I went to the dialysis centre then got this small girl la.So when I went in she also wanted to so I helped her hold the door cause she like damn small.Then,she went like"Kak,Kak name siape?" *Big Sis Big Sis,Whats your name?* I was like "Amalina" Then she went "Ohh." And she went out of the room.Then she went in again.She asked me that again.And I answered and when she was about to go out,she gave a wink. Then she went in again and asked fr my name again and the maid's name. Then she went to like walk at the dialysis centre and like so called accidentally fall on me.Then I was like "Ouch!"But it didn't even hurt.Then,she went out.And came in again.Then,she hugged me and said to my grandma"Nek,muka nek mcm pernah nampak.Nek name siapa?"*Grandma,I've like seen you before.Whats your name?* Then my grandma answer,"Helinah" Then she went like"Nek cute eh" and my grandma laughed and then she went out and gave a flying kiss.

Very random huh?LOL.My grandma said she very friendly.I think I'll see her again later.Aiyo.Okay.No more weird dreams(: Heh.Last night I did something and remembered bout Karma.Scary so I quickly apologised.

I hope I'd see mr Eye today.If I see,I'll ask I tell you.I cant be bothered bout H.Very confusin.Karma?Cant be man.Been through all those.Sigh.Nvm.

I love love Alexander(:

2008-11-17T10:38:00.006+08:00

I needed to say this.

Your eyes are beautiful.

Okay.Hello all(: I'm on a fat diet.LOL.I'm fat.Okay.I need to say this.I think its freaking funny and like WHOA.Ahha.Serious.I had like funny dreams 2 days straight.

Yesterday's dream was merepek.I tell you how.

I went to school then went fr art.Then when I stepped in,Miss Hoe said"Amalina,Miss Kaur wants to see you" So okay.Look fr Miss Kaur.Looked fr her then she told me this"I noticed you haven't been going fr your cca.May I know why?"Then I told her ah.I like lazy to go and stuff.Then she said this"If you're lazy to go,why not use your art to cover up fr your cca?If you go fr art then I can give you points."So wah!I damn happy la.I go fr art and yeah.Then,Mdm Yow look fr me.Talked to me bout Basketball.Aiyo.Then after we tallked I became pissed and went to like look for Zahirah.Then,when I was walking at the sec 1 there they were all singing some love song.I was like wth!?But ah.The place was in my pri sch thr.LOL.Right.I got frustrated and took an EXE and like cut my fringe with tht fr fun.I got no idea why.Then found Zahirah at this big big big big big big big field where the whole sec3 were playing some game where if they lie down at some particular grass,the grass will make em bounce!LOL.I know.Then I woke up -_-

The today one.Aiyo.Worse.

Me and my mum and dad went to this shopping mall.We were all dressed in white.So,parked the car and we used this particular lift.And they brought us to this particular level.So yeah.We went to buy food and all.Then,my dad went somewhere so left me and my mum and we wanted to go back to the car and we happened to take the wrong lift and the lift went all the way down and up and somehow we were exposed to people who we were not supposed to be exposed to.Then,we were like Oh shit!Then,we had to run our way out then somehow the sandwich we bought I gave them to Angelina Jolie(No idea why she's in my dream but yeah) Then ran and split up.I ran and somehow this 2 guys were with me.One of em was called Jackson.Ran as fast and then boarded this train and was trying to go to a crowded cabin and whoo.We were safe.

Lol.Funny anot?Ahaha.I was laughing when I woke up and my grandma said tht I even like shouted while sleeping.LOL!

2008-11-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

Hello Marshmello :D

(Momma came up with that.Adorable)

Rahimie the mummie.Ahha.I forgot how to spell mummie?(Idk if correct.Sorry la)Okay.We crapped alot like alot yesterday.LOL.Thank you awak!Hah.Err.Slept.Woke up and shower and all went out.Suppose to meet momsie at 1 at Bugis but I was late cause helped sugar momma buy something.Then I told Rahimie that I'm gonna be late and she's gonna scold me and I wanted to tell her I was late cause MRT stop at every stop.LOL.Wanted to see if she fell fr it!LOL.Eventually I told her the truth and she wasnt mad.LOL.That DUDE,kept on saying I loyar buruk.Pfft.You then ah.Karma happens then you know!LOL.Okay.

Went to Dorothy perkins and bought my skinny jeans.It was like 2 fr 62.Yup.Then got some card game thing then I managed to get myself a pink thight!Wheepie!LOL.Lame.Went to eat then momma get something then after that went home(:

I used to love you.

I used to wish fr you.

Sadly,I'm wishing fr someone else now.

2008-11-14T14:15:00.002+08:00

made a vow to not give up
sadly,I failed to live up to that.

Mdm Azizah was on tv yesterday.She said that she left her 2 kids with her sis in law?Rightt and she had that serious face.

Okay.Hmm.I watched Ugly Betty yesterday.Is Alexis suppose to be a guy?Ahha.Right.I went to sleep and woke up this morning.Also,I realised I make lots of mistakes when I blog.Apologies fr that.Woke up shower went to the DC and yeah.Played psp listen to my mp3 and you know what?While I was playing my psp.Jengjengjeng.******* came.LOL.Yes.I'm happy and I get to see ******* up close and personal.OMG.(To me ah) Super hot man.Like mixed blood.WHOA and both of us had few seconds in heaven!LOL.Rightt.I'm at home(grands) now.I feel sick.I'm haivng head trauma.LOL.Not.Just giddy.

Oh yeah.I'm a doctor!Rahimie's personal doctor!LOL.And he is like my financial planner!Ahha.Right.Lame.Shuddup.

2008-11-13T17:48:00.002+08:00

Nothing better to do.
Waddya expect frm me?

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last ?
-Boy
Name something you are doing tomorrow?
-Accompanying sugar momma to the dialysis centre?
Do you sleep on your stomach?
-No
Where are you going to be at 4pm tomorrow?
-Grands
OutLast time you saw fireworks, with whom & where?
-Never have been to one.I think.
Are you missing someone?
-Terribly
Do you like horror or comedy?
-Comedy.
Who did you last share a taxi with?
-Sugar momma and maid
What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
-Playing com games
Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
-Yes
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
-Maybe
What's your favourite season?
-Winter
When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
-Few weeks ago
Do you hate being alone?
-No
Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
-Yes
What about a guy?
-Yes
Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
-Yes
What colour shirt are you wearing?
-White
What are you listening to right now?
-Tv ad
If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first?
-My sony cam
What was the last thing you bought?
-Bubble tea
What's your greatest fear in life?
-Seeing someone die
Who was the last person to see you cry?
-Parents?
Who was the last person you hugged?
-Nyla
Do you think you would be a good parent?
-Guess so
When was the last time you cried?
-Months ago
Who was driving the last time you were in a car?
-Aunt
Does any part of your body hurt right now?
-None
Who was the last person that texted you and what did it say?
-Rahimie.Eh buruk sangka!I dont drie taxi.I drive garbage truck!
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
-Wth is my happily yakking at 4.30 in the morning?
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
-2
Do you like your bed?
-Yes
Do you like your life?
-Kinda
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
-Yes
When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
-Yesterday
Do you ever wanna know who you are going to marry?
-Yes
How much cash do you have on you?
-47
Who are the 3rd and 7th texts in your phone from?
-Harris and Rahimie
Are you tanned?
-Kinda.
Are you upset with anyone?
-Very
Did you get any compliments today?
-No
Have you ever gone to court?
-No
Do you get jealous easily?
-Depends
How good is your eyesight?
-Better than average
Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
-Yes.
What time did you wake up this morning?
-430
What are you doing Saturday?
-Outting
What is in your back pocket?
-Nothing.

2008-11-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

Dear do you know, i really miss you right now
I wipe off tears with my head down, i call your name
Did you really have to leave me like this
My head hurts when i think about you, (you’re) like really strong alcohol
Would it be just alcohol? you are a sickness. i lie down everyday, how many times has it been?
I will forget for a bit tomorrow then i will think (of you) again day after tomorrow
what can i do, my love is still valid
I believe that you will come back, i wait for you only

I love you, you are the only one in this world
I shout out loud but only that unanswerable sunset is burning bright

If you are feeling sorry (or) afraid of seeing my face
Boy don’t worry, if it’s you, i feel strong
Your face that i miss looks like that sunset glow thus i feel sadder

Oh baby baby please don’t forget about all of past times, memories we shared
I will run to you anytime if you call me silently with your eyes closed
Every day, every night i need you

I won’t be able to see your beautiful visage anymore
But i have no regret, just burn bright so i can just gaze (at you)

The sun rises, the sun sets, i become saddened by the sunset glow
the moon rises, the moon sets, i become dull too, as time passes by

It feels like this.How I feel.Its just like that.

2008-11-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

Its weird.
Felt like it was a dream.

I am so busted.Yes.My life is in a mess.I'm having desires fr something.Something living.Something sweet.Something cute.

Gosh.I got nothing to say alr.I just know that my craving fr sashimi is like gone cause I ate it yesterday.I wanna go carousel.I wanna eat everything thr.I want fried rice.Spicy one.I want Harris.I have a major crush on him.I want a summer dress cause Singapore is effing hot.I want my Harley honour roll bagpack cause noone in sg has it.

Okay.fcuk it.My bad mood is back.

2008-11-09T13:37:00.003+08:00

Time without seem to pass rather slow.

I think bout you like how I would think bout him.

Okay.If that does not make sense,I dont know what does.Its Sunday all(: Yesterday I bailed on someone.I'm sorry D: I was just too tired.Felt that I have been going out every single day.Sigh.So yeh.Told Ian and Aloysius that I have no mood to go out this week.Sorry and I'm broke too.Well,until HardJar returns me money (: Alrightey.Lets see.Yesterday ate like a pig.Yes.Momsie cooked food at grands house cause she wanted to try out something new?Right.Then yeh.Aunt was there also.Blablabla.Erm.Went to the airport.LOL.Fr some reason lots of people went.My granduncle(well,yeh cause he had to drive the car if not how my aunt gonna go home?)My grandaunt,my aunts(who are like what?Younger than me?!)My sugar momma,my momma,my aunt,my cousins and my bro and his friend who so semangat take train all the way to Changi.

Went there,waited.LOL.Wait and wait and wait.Tada,they arrived.LOL.Yes.Saw my cousin.LOL.She's a mess!Ahha.Erm.My aunt's friend and son helped my aunt the most when they went to China.LOL.My aunt's friend son is kinda gay fr a guy.LOL.And even my aunt agreed!LOL.Serious man.Add A long hair and he looks like a girl!Aww!LOL .After that,we went to Popeye's to eat!LOL.Some singaporeans.Aish.Really typical man.I swear I kept on staring at em like noone's business.I mean like wtf?!They finish eating let people use la!KNN!

We ate and all.Went home with my aunt and momma cause the other car was damn packed!WHOA.

Reached grands house(: Aunt gave out stuffs.LOL.And I got great gifts!I swear!I got like some LV diary!(*O*)

My other cousins got em too.Its like suppose to be fr those older ones but the younger ones.Ugh!Kaypo!Sheesh.I got a Kipling wallet cause there were extras!So,erm.I got extra 1 thing?LOL.Then,my aunt's friend bought my aunt this cool LV pouch?Something like that.Its damn cool cause the outer one is damn big and there are like many smaller ones inside.How cool is that man?LOL.I was eyeing fr that!Then I was like can I have one?She was like no!LOL.In the end she gave it to me!AHHA.LOL.Thank you lots man!Seriously!

LOL.I love it like I love you except that my love fr you is much more?LOL.Yes!Ahha.

Dagna.Bridget told me that you didn't even wanna go.Why?What telah Happen?

I want you badly.I guess.Well,tuesday is your last paper but I hope you wont be gone.Well,yeh.

Talk to me.I miss you D:

2008-11-06T09:40:00.003+08:00

Thr she goes.

If you tried but its not working,what are you gonna do bout it?Do you give up or keep on trying?Maybe fr some situation you keep on trying and maybe fr some you just give up.

I wont fucking bother you anymore.I wont fucking call you.I wont fcuking miss you.I wont fucking message you.

2008-11-05T17:38:00.005+08:00

Let me elaborate.

Yesterday was my first concert.It was nothing but the best!BEST.Thank you PANG

REN HUI fr the tickets.Thank your cousin too!Okay.

The concert.GOD.Blast.VOS.WHOA.I like that song which I see everytime on Arirang and KBS.LOL.So,familiar to the song(: Okay.Then U-Kiss also came out.Saw em perform once.Wasn't that really interested till I saw em thr!OMG.THR!LOL.I like Alexander(: AHHA.

That concert was like a what?Getting to know more artist(: YAY!Okay.He is so hot.I swear(: Okay.2PM.WHOA.I shouted fr Nickhun like noone's business.WOW!YAY!And he saw me.YAY!HAPPY!^^ YES!LIKE what?2 times?!^^ Thanks alot.I love you alot^^ and yeah.WG!WOW!They were nothing but awesome(:

I dont wanna talk bout this anymore.Lazy.Ahha but GOD,I love Nickhun!And I changed this skin cause Dagna say very small to read.And yes,I bought Yasmin that Heart shaped shades ^^ Hope you enjoy it.LOL.And I helped Hajar and Diyana pay fr their things.There you go Hajar.Found your hoodie ^^ A nice and reversible one too!And the only one in sg!^^ Better!

Oh yeah!Happy Birthday Irni Susiyanti(If I spell wrongly,I'm sorry.Dont kill me)

Let me sing you a birthday song.

Happy Birthday to you!

Happy Birthday to Irni!

Happy Birthday to you!

You're 15 but next year,you're gonna have to wait this long too just to have your sweet 16!LOL ^^

Let me tell you something.What you think it is it not what it seems like.Yeh.You wont believe.Think I'm lying and all but go ask my close friends man.They know who my crush is.Its up to you to listen or not.After all,its your choice.

2008-11-05T00:30:00.002+08:00

Lets be happy.Very.

Let me say this first.OMG.I like went fr the korean concert thing.WHOA.I shout till like what.It was a blast.I swear.I love Nichkhun.I love you ALOT.ALOT ALOT!Ahha.Omg then me and rh and his friends were running after em and all.LOL.Thanks.But the best.I managed to like get Nichkhun to smile at me twice but I didn take a picture.LOL.But I love you okay!

It was super fun.Our seat super close.I love it.God.

Okay.Happy birthday TOP(:

I love you Nichkhun(:

2008-11-03T16:51:00.003+08:00

I've inner desires to cut my hair.

Hello All!I'm sorry if this blog,ahem seems so emoish and the main focus is only on H.Ahha.Sorry all!LOL.Just that lately,lots of things have been on my mind and its driving me insane.LOL.Wish thr was this fast forwards pause machine thing.God that would save my ass pretty much eh.LOL.Okay.I shall stop being so emotional(:

Lets see.Yesterday,something funny happened.Well,let me say bout the things which happened before that(:

Went to get some things with my aunt cause she going to china fr some work gathering so she bringing my cousin.So,went to get some bottle things and all and we passed by this shop which were selling cute,CUTE polo ralph lauren dresses fr little kids.Aww.Its damn pretty k.LOL.

Went home then made her try tht out.Then,she wore some boxers,mary kate and ashley one.Momma buy fr her but never buy fr me D: LOL.Then,at night want to sleep.Off the light and all.Then,she crawled all the way to the kitchen.My aunt was in the kitchen.She went all the way thr and played with the cat's food.Alamak ini budak!LOL.

Okay.Not funny.Heck.LAUGH!

Today.Was late fr math studycamp.LOL.dont bother.Then,me and Dagna joke our way through.Ahha.Hmm.After that went to Serene and yeah.Ate macs fr breakfast.Yasmin,Hard-Jar,Nicole,Miss Z,Dagna.We all went thr.Then,finishing,Hard-Jar dared Dagna then Dagna asked anyone want do with her so I together together die with her(: Buddy!LOL.The thing,I swear it sucked like ffff that I nearly puked.It was maple syrup with margerin with pepper and salt and ketchup.How gross right?!LOL.Nice la they all.Ahha.After that went to Novena fr I dont know why.Oh yeah.Cotton on.Go thr they dress and all then walk here and thr.Miss Z bought high school musical uno card using her duit raya!LOL.Okay.Then we go down and play.from 12 till like 3?Semangat oi!LOL.Then play IDIOT.I kena once.Nicole twice.LOL.Then play cheat then IDIOT again.Ahha.Played Uno and I was first!LOL.Okay.Went home.Wah.Saw this mat and minah,So tallll!Ahha.Fuyoh.LOL.Okay.I wanna like do something else.My head hurts the crap outta me.PURRRRR.

2008-11-01T19:10:00.000+08:00

Seems like my phone has only 1 contact,the police.

Phone hasn't vibrated since god knows when.Life has been rather lonely.You're not here with me.Where you'd go?God this sucks.I want starbucks and a chat with you.Even if its 5 minutes or 1,I wouldn't mind.Looking at you,would make my day.

Sometimes I'd wish I'd killed you long time ago.A serial killer.How cool.If I'd kill you,I swear I would have gone around killing other people too.Yes.Fcuk world peace.

Ugh.Fcuk MOE.I want you now.Yes.You're a serious addiction.I'm addicted to you.I need you here.Baby,please.Ugh.Fcuk o levels.Screw that shit.God,I'm crazy.

I'm hungry.I need food.I'm gonna eat.Yes.Bye Bitch.Bye Gays.Bye Losers.Bye Fcuking mats and minahs,you need to die,right now.

2008-10-31T21:31:00.001+08:00

A hardcore cutie.

If only my own world would exist,life for me would be nothing but a happy one.
I would be able to be with you.I would be able to "delete" that stinky old man.I would be able to "delete" that sel-fish old lady.

If my own world existed,everyone would be happy.We would get rid of terrorists and bush and bombs.World peace kinda world?How stupid.Wake up to reality.This world has never been beautiful.Maybe it did,in the beginning.When god created this world,with only 7 days(if im not wrong)but people came onto it and everything seem to like have made this world an ugly place.All those sins,this world is nothing but ugly.

The lady next to you may have seen nice but for what you know,she may be Lucy the Slut serving people sex at lorong 11.See how ugly the world is?

My mind,its filled with all these worries.I don't know how to solve it.It's making me lose control.

H,I keep on waiting.Is me being with you a test of patience?Honestly,I think it is.Maybe thats why its like that.I feel lonely.When I'm stuck with all these shits,you were no where near to help me.Always had this dream of you saying"Baby,I'm here for you.I've got your back when noone else does".I'd wish.Sometimes it seems like I'm the stupid one.Seriously but I feel that waiting for you seems worthwhile.I keep on wondering.Wonder and wonder and jump off the building.That would seem like a nice ending.I wanna wait for you to show you how worthwhile it is.I wanna wait for you to show you that I really mean it.This is really worth it although at the end of the day I might be the stupid one.Its okay baby.For you,everything is worthwhile.

Hey M.This world is not like how you think it is.Don't go around doing those little shits of yours cause thats not how it works.By the way,that the looser-est way I've ever seen.
For a guy like you to wink like that,how pathetic.

Hey D.I'm sorry but I'll have to say this.You and jump off and die.Although you're D who gives a damn man?Yeh,you can be the great almighty one but do you act like one?HELL NO.Yeh,NO.You do this and that,not thinking bout your age.You do this and that not thinking bout the people around you.How selfish of you.Very expected of you.Not surprised.Continue your shits and I swear you'll get hell from god.Yes,god will punish you upside down.Why not just stop this alright?It would make everyone happier.

Hey Bitch,are you that pathetic?Oh wait,YOU ARE!Thats why.(Dear friends,when you are reading this,let it be a lesson to you.Please,try to lose weight and not be fat.That way,life would be easier for you).You're a Bear.Yeh,a bear thats why you resort to doing those things.You're too pathetic for the world.You're too pathetic for everything.You're no match bitch.Fcuk off and die bitch.I hate you to the fcuking core.I hate you.I wanna kill you.I wanna destroy you.If I see you,even if its in town,I don't give a bloody damn.I'll run after you with a chopper.I'll run after you with a golfstick.Bring it on man.I'll slice you up and give those meats to those uncle aunties selling meat.I'll want you out from here.Fcuk off and go.Die.

2008-10-29T18:18:00.002+08:00

Just a lil while more.

A moment ago,I was sad,miserable.Just want you here with me.I text you and surprisingly,you replied.You said something.Something good enough to make me happy fr the whole day.I was thankful and was smiling to myself but somehow,things had to go wrong.

It was 11,I was glad.Finally,I'm able to hear your voice.I waited.11.15..11.25..1130..11.55.
Nothing.Nothing.Where did you go?What promise did you make?Why give me that false hope?Making me believe in something which won't happen.Making me think of all those happy fantasies.What is this that you're doing to me?

You cheated my feelings time and time again.You cheated my feelings and here I go,crying cause I feel stupid and here I go,asking myself why did I even believe?H,I seriously hope you won't be like this after stupid O ends.Please.

God,I hope it won't be like this in the future.God,I hope it will be something happy.God,please let be.God,I thank you if that happens and I promise to love you more(:

D,why are you like that?Is something going on that I/We don't know?Don't let me find out.I'm 15.I can do things which you wont expect me to.Trust me.If I say it,I'll mean it.Don't dare me D.If I ever find out,I swear I will run after you with the golf stick or worse.

2008-10-27T19:47:00.002+08:00

A watch fr a new chapter.

Time and time again,I managed to drown in your words full of sweetness.This time round I'm glad to be able to find out the truth.This time round I'm thankful and finally I'm able to tell myself to keep my hopes high.Thanks baby.I hope your exams can end soon cause seriously,its killing me to know that I love you and you're not here with me.

Watching the movie just reminds me of how I'd wish we could be like that.Maybe we could,sometime soon.Yes,we would.I'd wish we could fast foreward time and it would be somewhere your exams end.Wouldn't that be great?

Baby,keep your eyes locked on mine.
It's like catching lightning.
The chances of finding someone like you it's one in a million The chances of feeling the way We do

2008-10-27T10:04:00.004+08:00

A sinister smile and a hole in my heart.

Its sub-complicated.You caught me off guard now im running and screaming.
Asking me that question,crush,you've managed to hurt me once more.H,congrats you've excelled in hurting me once more.Let me present you a certificate for excelling in"Hurt Your Crush and Crush Her Till She Dies".A miss call.Made me happy fr awhile.At least I was able to hear your voice.Remebering those memories I had with you.Called you back.No answer.Its okay.Kept my hopes high.Got a message frm you saying I got the wrong person.Ouch.Hurt me much.Telling me I got the wrong person.Telling me all these while I fell in love with a person I dont even know?Playing games again with me aren't you?Time and time again you hurt me.Time and time again I tell myself its just a joke.Time and time again I tell myself we will get through this.

Rubbing it in,I had to watch something related to that situation.Ouch.How hurtful.To rub it in,my parents had to nag at me.To rub it in,everything was crashing hard on me.At that moment I wished you were by my side.At that time,I wish you could give me a hug.At that moment,I wished you were there to say"Baby,its okay.I've got your back no matter what" but its a sad thing you don't even know my existance.All these while I wasn't a living thing.Most of the time I was dead.Shoot me in the head and tell me its just some dream.Shoot me in the head and let me forget those memories.Shoot me in the head so I'll really be dead this time round.

I wished that what I wished fr would really happen but hey bitch,its not a fairytale.Life is never like that.Should I hold onto you?Should I have these crazy fantasies?Should I just keep on loving you and not bothering whether there is another person to replace me?Should I just care bout you well being?Should I just be your guardian angel?

I'd just hope you'd do well for your exams.I'd hope you'd be able to excel well in it.I hope you'll know bout my existance.I hope you'd feel the same way as I do.I'd hope my wish would come true.

2008-10-26T10:34:00.002+08:00

Every night I'd be wishing.

Couldn't stop thinking bout it.Tried to get it outta my head but its just stuck there.Here I go again,doing the things I always do.H,its a sin to fall in love with you.Its a sin to even think about you.I did stupid things last night.Writing things on my post-it.Telling myself how wonderful it would be just to be with you.Telling myself what we would do on our first date.What a lie honey.Time and time again I lie to myself.Am I going to be faithful to only 1?Am I going to continue loving you only?I'd hope it'd end now so we can both have a chat bout what we really are.

2008-10-25T19:46:00.002+08:00

You know I'd walk a thousand miles if I could just see you.

Confused,I've tried hard to think straight.H,sometimes I really question myself.One moment,you seem like you're there fr me.Another moment,you leave me here alone.H,I got a crush on you again.Couldn't let you go but time and time again you leave me here hanging.My feelings fr you is very obvious and here you are playing a game with me.I tried hard to tell myself its just a joke.I tried hard to tell myself that you're just playing a game with me but there I go again,falling head over heels with your words.Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer but now,its just something I wanna get rid of or maybe not.See what you've gotten me into?

Maybe you're not entertainin me much cause yeh,its O's.Study.Ouh.I've been crushed afew times by you but you've always been my hero.I dont know if I should just continue to love you or should I just move on.Maybe I tried.Tried to do things in impulse.I've tried hard baby.I feel like giving up but knowing if I give up,my hopes,crushed.

I love you H but its a sad thing its not what I want it to be.I love you H but its a sad thing that I get crushed everyday.I love you H but its a sad thing its not the way I want it to be.I love you H but its a sad thing you've never said I love you too angel.I love you H that I'm stupid fr loving you.

2008-10-25T11:18:00.002+08:00

Talking like you're so great yourself,
Who do you think you are?
Pretending that you're the great one there,
Who do you think you are?
Making someone look like a fool,
You've sinned yourself.
What do you think you are?
Some holy man?
Everyday people play your game.
I get sick of it.
Entertaining being made a fool,
What do you think of it?

I wish I could turn back time,
Cleaning up the mess I made.
I wish I could turn back time,
Changing things,learning to appreciate life.
I wish I've never met you.
I wish you never existed
Cause then life would have been better.
Without you around,I would have been happier

2008-10-24T20:28:00.002+08:00

I was doing that,
Fr the fun of it bitch.

Lets see.I went fr math study camp today.Whoa.Damn tired cause I talked to gay shit.Ahha.LOL.Okay.Erm.We crapped and stuff.Heh.Funny ah.LOL.So,today woke up went to shower went to macs to find Miss Z and HARD-Jar and nicole.LOL.Nicole,ABIT(not really,damn) Crazy today.Sigh.Ate and then accompanied Dagna then Princess Yasmin came(: LOL.Sat fr awhile then went to school(:Reached school,whoa.So packed man!Wah.Ahha.okay.Erm,went up to class(: Yes.Then sat and waited fr Mrs J!LOL.Nicole was irritating me,I swear.LOL.She just wouldn Shut Up today.LOL.She's mad bout Dylan.Ahha.

Alright.After that went home with Dagna(((((: Yes.Slept on the bus reached MRT,take train home used the com then erm.I did something to like erm.Satisfy my boredom(: LOL.Good ah?
Ahah.LOL.Yes.

Im sad.Very Sad.

2008-10-24T17:53:00.001+08:00

I cried,hearing that news.

Please,dont go and leave me here alone.

I need you here with me.

2008-10-23T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow classmates(:
Its the last day of school ):
I hope we'll still see one another next year(:

Today we did mass cleaning.Yes.LOL.It was fun!And they all bully me make me leader.Alah.LOL.Heck.Okay.Heng we grp 1 clean class!LOL.Best!Ahha.Okay.I kena bullied(noone help me D: ) have to go and take pail and all by myself D: (What kind of friends are you all?!) Sigh.Okay.After that,went up and clean the area.I swear my classmates got issues cleaning things up(I meant those who left their books at the back).Sigh.Clean and Weitian fell!Ahha.Saw that coming!And then,HARD-JAR also fell!LOL.WTF!She hold onto something and then fall again!Ala.LOL.okay.Ahha.Hmm.After that,clean and all.Wah.Damn happy.LOL.Went home and alamak.This mat ah!Tsk.Memalukan masyarakat mats(Means embarrasing his mats seoulciety.) LOL.Okay.Wtf.Sing to a girl song!?Whoa.Embarrasing.Okay.

Went home slept straight away.Tired sey.LOL.
I wanna make apologies before its too late.

My circle of friends,
(Hajar,Diyana,Miss Z,Taemin,Minho,Key)
Hello all,this is fr you all(:
I'm sorry if I have ever made you guys pissed or anything.I'm sorry if I have ever flared you up and screamed into your ear and all.I'm really sorry.Hope you would forgive me.

My circle of friends fr 3 years,
(Yasmin,Dagna and Best of all,Bridget)
Hello all,
I am sorry fr the conflict caused earlier this year.It was childish of me.I really am sorry fr whatever that may have made you angry and all.Really am very sorry if you bear any grudges against me,please tell me.

My classmates and friends,
(well,all those who are not mentioned thr)
LOL.Hello,your part is here!
Ahha.Well,we all have gone through the year as a class.As usual,we won't get along pretty much cause yeah.Everyone's understanding and stuff is different but when something happens,like a conflict between students and teachers,we can see that we actually bond.So heh,this shows that we're really bonded people(Ouh.SMSS What) .
Okay.I gtg soon.Take care all and work harded next year!

I love all my friends much(:

2008-10-22T18:47:00.002+08:00

Deprived people do stupid things in desperate times.
Eg,playing childhood games.
Yes.
Like ham cheese hamburger.

Hello(: I feel better today after what happened yesterday(: LOL.Someone cheered me up.I swear.I started getting all crazy,laughing at people's band name.LOL.It was funny.And I even managed to crank Miss Z up yall.LOL.So,the band name was camufae.*only some know.
And then,I went to tell Miss Z that H has a band and its called Camufae.And I went 'Wth is camufae?Extra musicians?"
If you all realised,Calefare is extra Actors.So,does that mean that Camufae is extra musicians?

AHAHAH.I was laughing non stop.When I told Dagna,thank god she got it!High 5 man!LOL(Only funny people get this inside joke thing) LOL BUT!Miss SH and D and maybe Miss Y dont get it.Ahha.Okay.

So,H cheered me up and I swear I was damn crazy to the extend I even pretended to do something and made a deal of it.I was so close but the person hung up and instead the person too was doing what I was doing.Ahha.I just played along,as usual.Miss Y know who la.LOL.

Okay.Today I went to school.Messaged H in the morning cause I was bored(: LOL.Happy again(: LOL BUT I'm not keeping my hopes high.LOL.Okay.Then,we all in class were playing lame games and all.LOL.Super lame.I'll upload the pics later and OMG.I got killer pics of *ahem,someone. LOL!Okay.We went fr some IT thing and all.Wah.I got so many study camp to attend to.I swear I can die la.Sigh.Die.So early some more!And got test ah!Wah piang!LOL.Okay(: Erm.I went home with Hard-Jar! :D She went to KFC and help me pay first cause I was short on cash.Yes.Thank You!(((: Then,went home.On the train,we were talkin bout this ITE minahs.Ugh(Hate em most.I dont givvveee a dammnnn shitz) okay.One of em wore the skirt so thight I swear any minute now,its gonna rip apart.No offence to you but I know you aspire to be like Mariah carey or maybe Jennifer Lopez but hey.You need to really look good and they dont wear clothes that can rip off any minute yo.Okay.So,I was fascinated with pink.*Yeh.Like OUH.
So,when Hard-Jar was like about to leave,I was sad cause I got noone to accompany me home D: So,Hard-Jar said"Why not you count how many pink things there are here?"and she walked off
-_- Somehow,I listened to her.-_- and actually did that -_- LOL.Reached home used com(: Gonna shower soon and watch tv.AHHA.Some people say I'm random.I think I am D:

2008-10-21T16:47:00.003+08:00

Guess nothing's gonna help.

Tried chocolate,didn't help much.

Tried Ice kacang,didn't help much too.

Tried everything which would have helped but nothing seems to work

Whats happening?Yeh.I'm not sure myself.Feel lost in this whole big mess I made.I want to take the gun and kill people I hate.First would be crsh.Yes.I hate you cause you said Y and then Y then N and how confusing.If I think again,its kinda fair you know.Srs.Its like yeah.Whatever.I can always get a new catch.Ahha.Oh well.I guess noone understands wht I'm saying.LOL.Thanks Shaykh fr pointing this out :D

(ps shaykh,you're gay cause you're happy.Not that gay gay k!(: )

In school.

Was freaking fcuked up.Stupid etiquette.Screw you again.The lady looked like a lion(cause she had lion hair).Then,went fr recess.Eat and all.After recess,tht thing made me sad.Sigh.Then,my circle of friends cheered me up.Thank you all(: Heh.Then yeah.Went home with Hajar!LOL.We eat and all.Damn funny la.LOL.

S was never a someone.S was a noone.

2008-10-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

First and Foremost,

I'M SORRY 3N8!

Sorry fr not coming you all.I was super exhausted I swear.Really am sorry.

Okay.Thank god fr the results.AMIN!LOL.Daddy,prepare to get me those cam!AHHA.

And every birthday,all I ever wanna get from you is either a new handphone(Aiya,bet it will only be like what,once every 3 or 4 birthdays?) or lenses!AHAHAH

I remember what daddy said at comex"If you get promoted to sec4,I will buy you those cameras"

Ahha.They all thought I was gonna retain!LOL.okay.

I'm in sad down mood.Sigh.Many thing happening.Sigh.Crsh,crsh.Why?

Guess its just looking at you frm a far distance.

2008-10-18T23:46:00.002+08:00

You'd be one of the reason's why I'd be crawling back to you.

So,today was nothing but tiring!And fun I'd say(: LOL.I woke up.Quickly clean my room and stuff.Showered and met Miss M on the train(: LOL.Took the ride with her and met Miss Z at Yishun.Met another Miss M thr also and not long,Miss N arrived at the scene(: LOL.

Waited fr Miss SH and family(her momsey and dadsey only).Ahaha.Wait and wait then they reached(clap clap) LOL.Her Dadsey drove us to Cikgu's Noraidee's house.Okay.Reach thr.We were the first(: LOL.Played and ate.Her family so whoa.Family.LOL.Okay.The twins are so cute!I swear!LOL.And house,WHOA!I like!Ahha.And Aisyah is so cute!I like her.Damn small.And ariff also(: LOL.

After that went to Cikgu Nora's house.LOL.Nice sey her house.LOL.Okay.Chit Chat then went to Miss Z's house.Ahha.LOL.Like.Comfy.Ahha.After that,went to Insyi's house.Nice also.LOL.Comfy.After that,went to Hajar's house.LOL.Find the cat.Damn big!LOL.After that,went to Nurul's house.LOL.Mother,FUNNY.As usual(: LOL.Okay.After that,mine(: Ahha.Wah.Lots of people.Headache.Sorry.If like it was so crampy and stuffs.After that I didn go anymore.Damn tired.

Wah.I needa sleep.Blog tomorrow.Bye

2008-10-17T20:16:00.002+08:00

Momma Momma!
I'm sorry but I Love You :D

Momma woke me up from my nap ): Yes.LOL.Came in my room told me it was like time fr prayers.Yes.So,I woke up.Wah.She like super nice to me lor.LOL.Okay(: I woke up.Saw chocolate on my table.Cadbury Macadamia chocolate.WHOA.So,I went up to my table.Read what the post-it had.

To: My beloved Amalina.Be a GOOD GIRL
Luv
Mummy.

I think that was damn sweet.Aww.I was like WHOA.She actually wah.Willing to buy fr us ah?Buy fr me and my bro and dad.Wah.And I was super happy.Maybe she realised how stressed I was or something.Then,when my dad asked her something.Its cause Mustafa had 3 for 12 bucks.Thats why she bought it.AHAHA.LOL BUT BUT BUT!It was sweet of momma(: Momma,I love you alot(: Okay.

School sucked.Got back exam scripts.Sigh.Bummer siol.Except fr malay paper 1 la.Sigh.That one got like what?A2?Siala.Die sia.Sigh.Math paper 1 was okay.2 more marks pass.Me and Michelle Ng.Everything lil bit more.Eng,2 more marks also pass.SS,6 more marks.Sigh.Chem,5?Wah.Pissed.Sigh.Like no mood.Then,go home.Wah.Worse.Some suckers from that madrasah school.I felt like saying."Eh.Are you stupid or what?God.This is a freaking damn train.Are you just dumb or slow?If you realised,its not your house cause everyone steps on it with their freaking dirty shoe shitzx.Sheesh.Okay.Besides that,things were okay :/

2008-10-16T19:59:00.003+08:00

Everything's moving too fast.
I get scared sometimes.
Sometimes I wonder,
Who's around fr me?
Friends won't be there for me forever.
I wanna depend on someone.
Come save me now.
I'm sick of being alone.
Being an Alien.

Hello.I'm miserable like what I said in the earlier post.What is this miserable feeling?~I hate it.I feel like an outcast.I tried hard to do what I could.But sometimes,they make me seem like whatever I do will never fit inside their acceptance book.Momma.Why?Daddy,Why?Seriously,I wonder.Whenever he does this and that,whoa.Its accepted.What about me?I wonder why.Momma makes me cry.She does things which makes me hurt and I wonder why.I hate it.Makes me hurt.Cry.If you feel I'm weird,why not say it now?Leave me out of everything.

Wait.You know wht?I was emo fr awhile(: AHAH.I was okay after I showered(: LOL.Maybe I needed freshness?(: YUP.LOL.It was fun,doing Big Bang theraphy and having the shower shampoo fun(: I tell you.I shampoo my hair,play with the foam.Really cheered me up(: Thank god(: LOL.AMIN!Ahha.Okay.Therapy(or how you spelled it) Cheered me up(: Made me happy.Seunghyun knows how to make me happy(: LOL.Okay.I talk to Shaykh and Irni and Zahirah.LOL.Make me laugh.Ahah.I like!And Fam!And and Adlin!LOL.Thankie(: And Lastly,S!LOL.Adlin porno story.Whoa.Terrible siol.Siala.Where did you get that talent of yours to like make me people be in another dimension?Ahha.Thanks either way(: Cheered me up(: Thanks(:

S,would you come and help me out sometime?

2008-10-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

Stupid School,
I hate NT.
Let me Specify,I ANTI MINAH AND LIANS.

Okay.So,Let me say this before I forget.Yesyes.

RB:EH!I wanna go suntec!
Ama:Eh!I wanna go suntanning!
Dagna:Aiyo.One wanna go suntec another wanna go suntan!
RB:AHAH!Dagna cannot go suntan!Cause if she go under the sun,she will disappear!(AHAHA!TRUE!SHE DAMN FAIR)
Dagna:K la.Fine.LOL.First time I never get angry over this
Ama:Since when you got angry one?(Sarcastic or blur,Not really sure)
RB:Ahaha.She wont angry one.She will only give you the stare.LOL

FUNNY Siol.LOL.Okay.I wanna eat then go Adlin's house.AHAHA.BYE!

2008-10-15T19:51:00.007+08:00

Hello,I have a gay friend.

And he was very fascinated when the baby toy went"BURRPPPP~"

Ahha.I ponned school again XD! LOL.What to do?School was boring I guess.LOL.Thurs going back to school cause checking scripts!Wah.Die,scared.God!LOL.Okay.Hmm.At 2 I showered and got ready.Again,I was late.Sorry Yo!Sorry sorry!~~ LOL.Okay.Used my fedora again.I'm gonna name it Fedo!Eheh!That 7-up Character!LOL.OKOK.Used then reached there at like 310?LOL.Shaykh said I had to treat him and Irni.But too bad!You didn't Specify what!AHAHA.So,Okay lor.Thank god I was smart!AhHAHA.So,I planned to treat em like 1 scoop each but too bad,Shaykh dont want so okay lor.Your loss.AHAH!LOL.I tried,I was KIND enough to give that dude but noo.He dowan.So,FINE!.LOL.Okay.Irni is nice.She seems older though.As in much more matured than me.AHAHA.I'm always childish.LOL.Okay.HMM.We went to macs then went to walk here and there.LOL.Ate and stuff.Ahaha.At 620,we went home(: LOL.

Srsly,I had funn.AHAHA.And they were playing with Fedo!LOL.

LOOK AT IRNI!

Isn she pretty?

*GLUP*

*drools*

Pretty Pretty Irni(:

Look At this Guy.

Trying to make big in the GAY world.

GAY

Aww.

Fedo Must Have gotten mad at him

And decided to eat him!

LOL

2008-10-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

You used to say your Uhmma is a Hypocrite.

Now I wanna say you're the hypocrite.

Yesterday was actually a good day till the clock strike 9.Sigh.At 7 thr,my mom came back home,okay and all.Then,she gave me my 3 packets of chicken rice.Ahha.I was damn hungry.LOL.And I finished all 3.LOL(monster!) Okay.Then,she went out cause Daddy wanted to eat.So okay lor.I slowly slowly eat.Then,8.30,I went out to watch first class cause last episode and so I left my LAPTOP on.Okay.Watch then when finishing,they cam back home and so I like walked to my room and they saw it on and that mother of mine BLEW up.Im like what.Its only a laptop.Oh god.And then my father also.Im like ugh,fcuk you man.Its a freaking laptop.Its like if you're in a hurry you can just close it and it wont go anywhere.Jeez man.OMG.At least I'm not like you right.I dont even know how your laptop can break one part of it.Sheesh.Worse case!

Then,okay lor.Off the laptop and watch tv.Then,my father said this"This month the bill is 200.I want it to be 150 next month" I was like telling myself"Yeah right.See who's up all night watching tv.See who's tv is watching them.Sheesh."Irritating sia.Fcuk you la.Ugh.Then my mom was like"Aiya!If the bill increase,just deduct their pocket money"Im like fcuk you!Hello,I alr get like 10 bucks a week and you still wanna deduct!?I think kids frm the orphanage receive much more than me la!What is this!?Torture!?You want me to become a cannibal isit?!OMG.Murderer!Then,she made me wash clothes in the middle of the night.Wl.Ugh.So,I was done with that and she was not happy.UGH.Not happy,she made me wash the kitchen and courtyard.Wl eh.So thr I was.She even threw things and like slapped my face.Wtf.She said I didn't do my work properly.Wl eh.Please la.I thought it was okay alr wht.I tell you ah.My father srsly boils my blood la.Ugh.Fcuk you fcuk you.I think the both of you need serious councilling.

One more thing.When I'm older and you have to stay with me or my brother,please man,Listen to what we say or you can stay by yourselves.Ugh.Sheesh.irritating.Fcuk la.Ugh.

So,I clean the kitchen and courtyard and was like moving around it like I was skating on water.LOL.Funn la.Then,I just went to sleep after that.Cannot take it.LOL.

Today,I'mma eat ice cream and treat Shaykh one of it.LOL.He is gonna bring his friend Irny.She thinks I'm interesting. 0____________________0 LOL.I'm the same as everyone else.LOL.I dont know what he told you but it might be a lie!AHAH.Okay.Need clean the house again.Sigh.I'm Mariah.GAH

2008-10-13T22:45:00.003+08:00

I hate to wait fr you

And I hate when people wait fr me.

LOL.Okay.So,today I went to school.Ahha.Was high.Very high.Went to school only fr the malay thing.Lame right?Aiyo.Eh.Crap sia.My wire thing fr my laptop has some holes in it.You know the adapter thing?To keep your laptop alive?Wah sey.If I cant fix it or find another one to replace tht,I swear I am super dead.Okay.After that,I waited fr Amelia bay.Alamak.She ah.Tsk.Late sey!So,I left my bag in the canteen and went to find Shaykh!LOL.So,I quickly rushed to Toa Payoh and found Shaykh!LOL.Chey wah.That person carry LV sey.LOL.Rich sio.(Envies)

Okay.Took the train to Dhoby Ghaut and then went to PS.Went to eat and then walked to Cathay.Watched the movie Eagle Eye.Ahha.Kinda lame le.I swear but the whole thing.Fuyoh.Nice siol.LOL.The porche car.Weewit.But gone down to a waste,as usual.The cool scenes.Whoa.Overall,A 70% must watch but you will realise that its kinda stupid to watch it.Ahha.Serious.LOL.Its bout some software,taking control of USA.Sheesh.Lame la.LOL.Okay.I gotta go soon.My Uhmma nagging at me.Sheesh.Just cause the movie ended at 9.Like I know how long the movie is ah.Sheesh.Went home with Shaykh.LOL.Wah.Tired sey.UGH.

Look at this gay person!Ahha.He ownself say he gay.LOL.okok.I need go la.Uhmma.Sigh.Wanna punish me.Roar.LOL.Night(:

2008-10-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk
I did that the whole day.

Today,I went fr jalan raya.LUL.I was hungry till 1 plus 2? D: LOL.My bro ate my prata just cause at 10 I said I wasn hungry.Thanks lots bro.Okay.So I went jalan raya and when I visited someone,it made me realise how precious life is.I mean we should not take forgranted fr what we have and it made me thankful with the way my life is.But then,when I think about it,people in this world somehow never seems to be happy with what they got.LOL.Kinda sad right?Sigh.
So,the person I visited,the house was kinda scary.Creepy.No wait,the lane to the houses.LOL.Then,we sat and talked with em.Made me sad.Sigh.Okay.After that,went to get something then went to grands house.WAH!LOTS OF FOOD!And I miss my cous!LOL.okay.I needa sleep.Night(:

2008-10-12T12:35:00.003+08:00

I found my other half,

10 days older than me.

And his name is Muhammad Shaykh Akbar Bin Noor Mohamed

So,yesterday I slept late.THANKS TO SOMEONE.IF IM NOT WRONG,HIS NAME HAPPENS TO BE SHAYKH.LOL.Accompanied that person till 230.Wah.We were tlking crap,I SWEAR.Ahhha.In return,he's gonna treat me to a movie.How sweet yaw.LOL.Okay.So,we talk and talk and talk and I have dark circles now.Aww dang.Okay.Today morning,my bro dashed into my room and said this"Kak!Got Portugal Match!~~"Im like"yeh yeh.I wanna sleep" And I slept.Not funny but my bro's reaction was/.LOL.Okay.After that,I couldnt sleep no more and it was only 930 plus?So,went out.Parents went to the market and then my bro was playing his ps2.Wah.I think my bro like tycoon le.Got 2 xbox and 1 psp and 1 ps2.And he just bought the ps2 fr like what,50 bucks?TskTsk.Sometimes I wonder whether my bro stupid or smart.LOL.Okay.He go and play on the big tv.My father say it would spoil the tv but I thought my dad approve of it so yeah.Then reach home my father saw and he was like"Im only gonna give you 50"I was like fcuk.Just cause my bro used the big tv.Alamak.So now I needa like do things to get back my 100 bucks.Sheesh.Okay.I love my pinkpinkpinkpinkpink sandals.LOL.Okay.

I lazy blog alr.Later yaw.(hungry sey.)

I'm gonna lick you hard and deep.